Collision Of Keith & Dawn (COMPLETED)

Chapter 33

It's been another dreadful week and let me just get this out the way before I get the shit started. No I'm not depressed, I just don't want to leave the house. I mean what teenager these days does? I mean come on, homes are great. You got internet, along with access to food whenever you damn please. You don't have to socialize face to face, or see ex's that you want to stop loving but it's so damn fucking hard that you just want to break-

Yes I'm totally fine as you can see. Like I said earlier, not depressed but angry? Oh yes am I bloody angry. Why wouldn't I be? I have every damn right to, this boy made me fall in love with him then he told me he loved me and to top this all off he chose DRUGS over me. I still couldn't understand why he did what he did. He drives me so insane sometimes, I'm so confused because one moment it's like.

'I need you Dawn' then suddenly it's 'no no no, go away you witch'. That is my personal take on it, but like mother said "Time heals all wounds". I'm waiting for the day I can agree with her, as now I really have no clue what the heck she's talking about.

So I decided that the best thing to do is force myself to stay locked up in the safety of my home. I occupied myself with spending time with mom, playing with Mocha and even chilling with Sen and Drew on the rare occasions they were actually around although, spending time with them and seeing the things they did made me miss him, it's the only company I had.

Mom had been going out a lot lately, usually around the evening too. She wore outfits which were either playful or flirty. I thought there might be a man involved or a woman since momma swings both ways. It spiked my curiosity to the point where I was close to asking Sen to go on one of her stalker missions and dig shit up for me. What stopped me?

The fact my mom was acting like a teenager, going out and keeping secrets from her family. I'd give her some more freedom also she'd come to me when she was ready to talk. I respect her privacy, it's how I was raised.

The ring of my phone snapped me out of my thoughts. I paused My Little Mermaid and picked up my phone. 'Merida' illuminated the screen making me groan. The heck does she want now? I pressed answer and bought the phone up to my ear.

"What do you want?".

"Well hello to you too bestie",

"Sorry hot stuff, what can I do for you this fine day?".

"Well since you seem to be in such a great mood, I want to hang out with you, Sen is lovestruck with your brethren and Danny is at the shop working, I want some Dawn lovin in my life".

"Yeah sure, come over",

"Dawn... I mean hang out, as in out in the real world, you know? Trees and that stuff".

"Give me a break Josie, I wanna stay at home".

"Dawn, stop being a moody cow and get the heck out! The more you stay holed up in that house the longer it will take to get over him that shall not be named, think of it this way, you're miserable and he's out there living life without a single thought of you".

Josie's words hurt, yet she had a point. He was still dealing, not that I was keeping tabs on him or anything... While I'm rotting away in my room. The only time I see the sun is when I look out the window, or when I sit in the back garden and read books. It's been a week, what are the chances of running into him anyway? Surely he wouldn't be following me around.

"Dawn?"

"Okay fine, pick me up in 20".

"See you in 10".

She hung up the call and I sighed moving off the bed to get dressed into normal clothes, Pj's just had to go. Shorts, tank top and heeled boots should do the trick right? I put my now gray again hair into two low messy pigtails and I was done, or as close to done as I could be in my current state. Grabbing my phone and my backpack I hopped down the stairs. Just as I neared the door, mom's voice stopped me.