Blood Stained Love: Mikayuu fanfic

Chapter 15: Disorientation

MIKAS POV

From the noise outside it's clear to me that the party is in full swing. I can hear bangs and screams which alarm me at times, but they're always followed by whoops and cheers and hysterical laughter. All I really care is that Yu is safe and he's enjoying himself.

Inside my room, if in honest, it's extremely boring. If I had a choice, I'd be outside with the others, having a great time. I sigh and sit up from my laying position on my bed. Then, I hear a knock at my door. Before I can tell them to go away, the door swings open, revealing Yu. I feel my heart skip a beat and my eyes widen.

"Yu?" I say cautiously. He just walks straight into the room.

"Mika, you missed the best party EVER!" Yu says. But from the shrieks and laughter outside, I can tell it's not even over yet! Yu's all over the place. He doesn't seem to be able to walk straight, he keeps bumping into the walls and his tone of voice is significantly different to his normal, more layed-back tone.

"That's great, Yu, but you need to leave." I try to resist going up to him and physically turning him around. The door is wide open and if Shinoa or any of the others saw me, they'd probably think I was harassing him or trying to kill him.

"Why so anxious? I wont hurt you, Mika. We're family." He approaches the bed. I jump up immediately. It's more about me hurting you! I think to myself.
If I get too close I might not be able to resist sinking my fangs into his helpless body. And he's so intoxicated, he wouldn't be able to stop me.

"We might be family, but you're drunk. Very drunk. And I don't think being in the same room as me at the moment is a good idea."

"Why Mikaaaaa! It's never a good idea apparently." He wines. "You won't hurt me. We're family." He gets his words right this time while stumbling towards me as a back away like a scared animal. When my back hits the wall, I dart towards the door.

"When you're in this state, I could easily hurt you. Now go find Shinoa. She'll sort you out."

"I don't want Shinoa." He sounds like a five year old, arguing with their mum about something pathetic. I flash him a stern look.
He gives a big sigh and starts to make his way towards the open door, dragging his feet behind him, stumbling occasionally with intoxication.
He gets to the doorway then stops.

"Go on Yu." I encourage him, until he's finally gone. I sigh deeply. It's a sigh of relief. But then I sink to the floor. I feels like a monster. I am a monster. I don't care about being a vampire anymore. I am what I am. Maybe I was born to become one. But what upsets me most is the fact I can't even think about Yu without wanting to drink his blood. If only I wasn't a dumb vampire maybe I'd still be allowed to see Yu without having someone keep their eye on me 24/7.
After about 5 minutes, I rise again, slowly. I take my hands away from my face. They're shining with tears. I hadn't noticed I was crying. I didn't realise I loved Yu so much...

Two hours have passed since Yu intruded on me. The party is still going and it's around 1 am.
Vampires don't really sleep, but we still need to rest, and with all this racket going on I doubt it will be possible, so I just lay awake while the humans enjoy themselves. I don't blame them though. After my kind took over, they didn't really have time to properly relax. I mean being a vampire wasn't exactly a walk in the park during the apocalypse, but we are pretty layed back creatures, so we weren't exactly fighting the humans all the time. We also had a clear advantage. We are a lot stronger than humans.

Just when I've decided to turn out the lights in my room to get some rest, the door flys open to reveal, once again, Yu. Drowsy and disorientated, he stumbles over to my bed and gets in it. I stand there, confused for a second. I swear Shinoa said there would be no alcohol at this party! I tip toe up to the bed.

"Hey, Yu. I know you're sleepy and confused right now, but I don't think sleeping here is the best idea. You're in my bed." I say, nudging him slightly.

"But Mikaaaaa, I just want to sleep!" He mumbles through intoxication. I roll my eyes. He's always been stubborn from the day I met him.

"Come on Yu. If the others find you we're both in big trouble." I pull the covers off him. He's still wearing clothes but he starts shaking with cold.

"Shinoa won't find us if you don't tell her." He says. This makes me laugh a little.

"You're right. But seriously Yu." For a moment I thought he was actually going to obey me, but instead he just pulls the duvet back over his shaking body. I don't know what to do now. I could go sleep in Yu's room. That way, he's not in any danger.
I'm just about to leave when Yu pipes up again.

"Mikaaaaa. I'm cold. Can you cuddle me to keep me warm?" I stand at the door a little shocked. I know it's a really bad idea, but I can't help myself. He looks to helpless in what appears to be now as such a big bed.
I crawl in beside him and put my arms gently around his quaking figure.

AN: I'm sorry this is so late again aghhh. I'm going to update as frequently as possible. And even if I'm gone for ages, it won't meant I'm never going to come back, I'd tell you if I did that. It just means I've forgotten to update that's all.

Thank you for reading so far, I hope you're enjoying :-)