Alone on the water

CHAPTER FIVE

*Chapter 5*

The rest of the week went by slow, always bumping into Harry in the morning and getting into intense make outs with Niall after school. I thought it was a little weird how every day was just like the last. Except, I would hang onto my books and papers tighter so they wouldn’t go everywhere when Harry bumped into me, and maybe we could have an actual conversation. Or how every time Niall and I made out it would get more and more intense and I would have to stop him.

When I always came home from Niall's, Taylor would take me into her room and brag on and on about how fantastic Louis is. But I guess I didn’t mind too much because I actually listened, I know Taylor thought I wasn’t though, so when I asked a question about what she said, she was surprised.

“What does sex feel like Taylor?” I asked her, not feeling awkward about it at all.

“What?” she looked at me, obviously shocked I was paying attention.

“It’s just, you seem to talk about it a lot, and it obviously feels nice” I say, shrugging my shoulders.

“Do you mean sex in general, or how the sex with Louis is?”

“Either one, by the way you talk it seems Louis is the best at it”

Taylor giggles, “Yeah… he is”

“Explain”

“Well, he makes jokes sometimes, and it makes me laugh. He tells me how beautiful I am and how much he loves me, he knows all my sweet spots so I’m always pleasured and he never stops until I'm down from my, well in your words “High””

I nodded; I watched her smile and tuck her hair behind her hair.

“What does it feel like the first time? How much does it hurt?”

Taylor looked at me, “You know Mimi, why don’t you go ask mom about this stuff I don’t feel comfortable talking to you about this”

“No, I’m already here so I’m asking you. Plus you've been talking about this almost every night this week, now tell me”

She sighs and starts speaking, “At first you don’t really feel anything, then once the boy starts moving it hurts a lot, you may cry a little and usually the boy will stop to make sure you're okay. Then once you yell at him to keep moving the pain will go away and then the pleasure comes. You'll feel complete ecstasy and when it’s over you’ll be completely in love with that stupid boy who took your virginity”

“What do you mean-“ I started but she cut me off quickly.

“I'm done talking about this, if you have any more questions go ask mom. I'm going to call Louis now”

She grabs me by my arm and pushes me out of her room and slams the door shut. What did I say?

I walk down the hall to my room and take my phone out. I noticed a text from Gabriela, I immediately clicked on it.

‘Harry's a douche, you're lucky he didn’t as you out.

I'll talk to you on Monday

-G’

I looked at the text; I wondered how or why he was such a douche. Granted he was one of the most popular boys in school so he probably thought Gabriela would sleep with him on the first date, which I know she wouldn’t.

I didn’t answer her back, I went to Niall's contact and called him.

“Hello?” he said in his deep voice.