Complicated

Caught?

Simons POV:
I heard a knock at the door what woke me up. I was hoping it was Harley. I opened the door enthusiastic. It was just the post man. Jess was asleep on the sofa like I told her to. He gave me a parcel. It was for Josh. Of course always Josh. Why do I hate Josh so much? Oh yeah because he's taking my girl. The post man walked away and before I could shut the door I could see Harley coming to our house. She smiled that beautiful smile at the post man and even he blushed at her charming smile. Her smile. Her teeth were white and shined when she smiled. She had dimples. And she always seemed to be smiling. Even in a sad situation she'd find a way to make that person or herself smile. Especially me. Yesterday she had shown she cared for me. She cared about my depression and my self harm. Maybe she felt guilty because her and Josh were the reason for it. But I took it as she felt the same way for me as I felt for her.
"Hi Simon." She smirked at me.
"Hey."
Jess woke up to the beep of my phone. At least it wasn't another saucy message from Harley.
"Simon.."
"Yeah?"
"Idk if it was my WiFi but I think that message was from me. It was a picture if you know what I mean?"
"Oh shit.."
Before I could reach the phone Jess picked it up and read the messages from the top.
"Tonight was fun?" She glared at me "we should do it again?"
"Jess?!"
"No Simon? What the hell is this?" She continued to scroll down.
"As long as Jess doesn't find out?" She gave me an evil look. "Too late for that now isn't it? I just hope she didn't scroll down anymore..
"Simon? Where you planning to go somewhere?"
"No of course not babe."
"DONT LIE TO ME"
"Fine yes.."
She scrolled to the final message. It was a picture of Harley in her underwear. Black lacy underwear. Showing most of her boobs and ALOT of her ass. She was wearing stockings and high heels. And I found it hard not to get a boner as soon as I saw this..
"Jess? Im sorry."
She walked over to me clearly upset.
"And if you were sorry." She pulled down my trousers. "Then you wouldn't have a MASSIVE FUCKING BONER THEN WOULD YOU?"
She ran upstairs and cried her eyes out.
"Simon this is enough. Look. This is what I was afraid of. Hurting people. Sure ok no offence Jess seemed like a bit of a bitch and a bit big headed but no one deserves this. Especially not Josh."
I pulled up my trousers as Harley ran after Jess.
"Harley?! Wait!"
Harley POV:
I knocked on Simon and Jess's door. You could hear her crying her eyes out.
"Jess? Can I come in? It's Harley?"
"Sure go ahead laugh at me."
"I'm not going to laugh.."
"Im such an idiot. I should if knew something was wrong last night!"
"What happend last night exactly?"
"Well this is were I sound like a total ass hat.. I tried to have sex with him. And he avoided me. He pushed me off him and told me to sleep somewhere else."
"It's not your fault! You don't have to cry!"
"Maybe it's not me. No one would break up with me. Maybe he's gay. Right?"
"No offence Jess but if he's getting potential nudes from a woman I don't think he'll be gay."
"You think this is a joke? Why are you even here anyways? No one likes you. And we all have proper relationships. Me and Simon. Emma and Vikk. Sara and JJ. Even that annoying Lia girl and Tobi. But you? Your a joke. Josh doesn't deserve you. He could do so much better.."
"Don't you dare bring my friend into this! You don't know her. I tried to help. I really did. Maybe this is why Simon is cheating on you!" She grabbed her stuff and put it in a suitcase. She pushed past me. Pushing me into the door.
"Seeya bitches. I hate you all!" And with that she left forever.
I shut the door behind her and turn to see Simon crying in the kitchen. He grabbed a knife.
"Simon?"
He turned around. His eyes were red. Tears streaming down his face.
"What? Why can't life be perfect for me like it is for Josh. I've got no one. You made that perfectly clear." He took the knife and slowly cut into his wrist.
"Simon stop!" I shout and knocking the knife out of his hand.
"Please don't do this."
"Why did you do this to me? Why dump me when I need you most? I have no one. No Jess. No Josh. No you."
"You have me and Josh. Hate me. But Josh didn't do anything."
"You really don't understand do you? I love you! And Josh has you. My best friend has you. He's not me. Every day I wake up hoping something will change. Hoping you'll decide to change your mind and make us public! But no. It's never gonna happen."
"Simon. Your right. I do love Josh. But that doesn't mean you won't find someone of your own. I love you more than you'll ever know but I have to let you go. For Josh's sake."
"What about my sake? I'm dying inside. Everyday I wonder. Is life worth living should I just pull the trigger. Should I end it now? And I decide no. Because it would kill my friends and my fans. But it wouldn't hurt you will it? Because you don't care about me."
"If I didn't care about you why would I of stopped you from cutting yourself huh? Because I love you." I grab him close and hug him. Tightly. It's the most he needs right now. His blood streaming down his arm.
"Simon. Let me fix your arm." I take his arms off of me and grab a wet cloth and put it on to his arm. He looks in pain. I grab a bandage from the first aid box and help him tie it around him.
"I love you Harley."
"I love you too Simon. But you know it's not the right thing to do."
He kisses me gently on the lips. I let him. Then the door creaks open and I hear footsteps.
"Who was that?" I worry
"Someone knows about us.."