Complicated

Secrets are out...

I woke up and everyone was already awake. My sleeping pattern was really rough lately maybe it was because of the thing. I walked to the mirror and sighed. I'd never been the beautiful girl everyone wanted. And now I'd found my dream man, but I don't see how someone like me could get a fiance like Simon. He was funny and good looking and outgoing and yet he likes someone like me. He's gonna hate me when he knows what I've done. I felt like I was about to cry. I felt a tear run out my eye and down to my cheek. Then Simon opened the door.
"Hey!" He said then he looked at me seriously and saw I was upset "what's up?" He came over and hugged me. I wiped the tear from my eye.
"I'm fine."
"Babe I know you don't mean that."
"I do. I'm fine honestly." If he knew what I did Simon and I would be finished.
"Ok I'm gonna leave it for now but if I see you like this again I know something's wrong and you have to promise to tell me."
"Ok I promise. Thankyou Simon. I love you.." I went downstairs and ate my breakfast.
"Hey Harley. Why don't I start moving our stuff from here into our new house today so it's ready for later?"
"That sounds great."
"Ok I'm gonna get dressed. You stay here if you want it's only the smaller bits I need to take."
"Ok yeah sure." He left the room and I went into the living room. I looked at my stomach. I'm getting fat. I thought to myself. I waited for Simon to leave the house. So I could cry.
"Harley? What's up?"
"Lia? I thought you'd left to move with Tobi into our old flat?"
"We are. Today actually. But enough about that what's happend?" Then Sara walked through the door.
"Harley? Are you crying?"
"No. I'm fine."
"Your clearly far from fine."
She sat the other side of me. Lia and Sara both hugged me.
"I've done something."
"What did you do? I'm sure it's not that bad. I mean your Harley. You love to do the right things and you never do anything wrong."
I was about to respond before I ran to the toilets and puked. Sara and Lia ran after me and patted my back.
When I was done I sat beside the toilet. Hopeless. Crying.
"I've messed up guys."
"Don't tell me.." Sara said.
"I'm pregnant."
"That's not bad at all. Simons always wanted kids!"
"But the thing is. I'm 2 months pregnant and do you know what that means?"
They both shook there head.
"Well it means the baby could be Josh's or Simon's.."
"Wow. Erm. This is bad."
"I don't want kids yet either. I'm only 23. I planned to have kids when I'm 25 exactly so I could have the best time being young and then have kids and be mature."
"What are you gonna do?"
"I want you to come with me to the hospital now and get an abortion."
"Harley! You can't."
"I want to."
"Fine. Let's go. Now."
We all got dressed and got in Sara's car. She drove us to the hospital and we sat in the waiting room. I tapped my fingers on the side of the chair. I got used to it because Simon does it all the time and it's cute when he does it. Plus it really helped to calm down my nerves.
"Harley. Stop. Your gonna get more nervous."
"Harley Rowland? Please come to room 4."
"This is it." We all got up and Lia and Sara linked arms with me. We walked to room 4. Everything was about to change.
"Hello Harley." The doctor said.
"Hi."
"So I just want to make sure your positive with the whole abortion thing."
"Yes I definitely am."
"Ok so do you have any medical illnesses?"
"DVT? Does that count?"
"Yes. That just makes sure we're extra careful with you."
"Will I still be able to have kids after this?"
"Yes but not for a couple of months."
"What about sex?"
"Well you will have to wait 24 hours until you can do that again."
"Oh thank God for that.." Lia and Sara laughed.
"Ok so what we're gonna do is give you an injection and unfortunately it will kill the baby."
"Ok go ahead.."
She gave me the injection and man it was painful.
"Well done Harley."
"Thankyou. I think you just saved my relationship."
"No problem. Remember what I've told you. Oh and drink lots of water!"
"Ok sure."
We left the room and got back in Sara's car.
"Well done Harley!"
"You have nothing to worry about now! Simon will never know."
We arrived back at the house and Simon was waiting.
"Where did you guys go?"
"Oh we just went to the shop we needed some more food and milk."
"But 2 of you are moving out?"
"Yeah we didn't want to leave Sara on her own." Lia said.
"Is the house set up now?"
"Yeah it looks great. I'd say we can sleep there tonight!"
"Yay! Thankyou babe. Maybe we should pack. I'll do your stuff you just relax while I pack I mean you've moved alot of things."
"Ok thankyou."
I ran upstairs and managed to put all mine and Simon's clothes in a suitcase and then I put all our perfumes and after shaves in a bag. Then I put my makeup bag in there too. I then got another suitcase to put all our trainers in there. Simon helped me carry the bags downstairs and into the car. Lia and Tobi had already gone to there new house so I said goodbye to JJ and Sara and Vikk and Emma. We got in the car and drove to our new house.
"Here we are. Today is the day. Our own house!" He said.
"From now on our lives will be perfect." I kissed his cheek and got out the car.
After a couple of hours Simon and I decided to watch another film. Scary movie 2 even. This time I made dinner. I cooked chicken and chips, which we ate whilst watching the film. We cuddled into eachother and then when the film was done. We started making out. He held my hand and led me to the bedroom. He took of his shirt but then I remembered. The doctor said no sexual activity for 24 hours and I still had 19 hours to go.
"Wait Simon I can't..."
"Why?"
I had to think of something. Fast.
"Err.. Period?"
"Oh Harley! Why didn't you tell me? Why don't we go downstairs watch hollyoaks and I'll massage your tummy. You must be in so much pain baby girl."
"Yep lots of pain." Ok so now I felt bad. We held hands and sent downstairs. I couldn't help but stare at parry glasspool while watching Hollyoaks but I mean. Look at him. He's a God. I laid my head on Simon's lap and he ran his fingers down my stomach. I looked at him. He had his eyes on the screen but when he realised I was looking at him he looked at me back and smiled. He kissed my forehead.
"I hope your feeling OK Harley."
"Yeah I'm feeling better now. Thankyou. Your so caring and sweet. And I just love you so so much!"
"I love you more princess."
You didn't know how hard it was to turn down Simon at something as good as sex. But he still didn't have his shirt on so I guess that was a plus. Right?

Scary movie 2 (trailer for twaimzer_forevs )

The god that is parry glasspool :3