An idea.

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I'd already woken up and was sat at the table eating breakfast. Simon had came down. It was 9:32 am.
"Your up early, well for yourself anyways" I laughed.
He gave me a serious look and then gave me a weak smile.
"You seem off. What's wrong?.." I asked. I hope it wasn't me.
"Harley. The thing you told me last night. I can't stop thinking about it. I'd hate to think you ever went through this.."
A tear ran down my face. I tried to be brave and act like I was OK but it was hard to have something like this on your shoulders for the last 10 years. Especially when your own mother didn't believe you.
"I'm fine.."
"But your not. Are you? I see you trying to hide it. I'm your fiance. I know everything about you. I know when your happy or hiding something.. Sad. Listen. I want you to talk to Lia about it. You don't have to talk to anyone else but just tell her. She's your best friend. I'm sure she'll know what to do. I love you so much. I just wish I knew you 10 years ago. I could of helped you.."
"Simon. It's fine. Honest." I said as I sniffed away my tears and rubbed my eyes avoiding obvious crying. He sat next to me and we hugged for ages. That was until Lia walked in.
"Harley? What's wrong?"
"I'll leave you two alone. Make sure you tell her everything." He smiled at me and left the room. He was so understanding.
When he'd left I told Lia everything I told Simon. Word to word.
"Pete? How could he do this? If you'd told me.. You could of moved in as soon as it happened.. I'm sorry I wasn't there.."
"It's not you. I should of told someone sooner. The police. You. I guess the only person I relied properly on was my mum but she wasn't there so I felt as if I was alone. I should of told you. Your parents were more like parents than my own. If only dad was there. If only cancer didn't stop him. He could of saved me. Mum would of never of met Pete."
Lia hugged me. She cried. I guess she felt guilty, but it was far from her fault. I'm so glad to have a best friend like Lia.
Simon walked into the room after an hour. He came over and hugged me too.
"I was thinking. It's your weekend off. Maybe we should go out? No where special. Like the park or something?"
"Sure that sounds perfect."
I got dressed. Not gonna lie it was probably the perfect outfit for a date like this.

 Not gonna lie it was probably the perfect outfit for a date like this

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I walked downstairs and Simon kissed me on the cheek.
"You always seem to look amazing."
"Thankyou babe." I smiled.
"Simons soppy comments are winning over Harley.. Lia tell me. Do things like that work on you?"
"Sometimes.." She smiled.
"How about Lia. Your such a peng peng."
"How about Tobi. Try harder?" Lia giggled.
Me and Simon decided to walk to the park instead of drive. It wasn't that far away.
We finnaly got to the park and it was just about empty. Which was weird for saying it was 1 PM on a Saturday. But I'm not gonna complain because that means Simon and I can do what we want. We ran over to the park. Because yano we don't act like grownups whatsoever. We ran over to the swings and Simon have me a push before getting on his own swing. We held hands while we swung. It was romantic I guess. This little girl came and I decided it was the right thing to do if we let her on the swing because she's only little and we shouldn't really be on the park. So me and Simon went on the roundabout instead and ended up feeling some sick Af. And then we went on the slide. Which was a huge curly slide. You know? The best kind of slides? I sat in Simons lap and we slid down together and when we were going down Simon shouted.
"Sliding down this slide like I slide into your dms." Yep that was embarrassing...
As we shared the last kiss of the date it started to rain. Just like those typical romance movies I know. I guess that made it cuter right?
We were walking home when Simon said something that caught my attention.
"Harley?"
"Yes Si?"
"I have a question."
"Go ahead."
"Now we're getting married I think it's time we need our own space. Someone where of our own. I mean were gonna have to move out eventually and now seems like a good time. I mean after we get married we're gonna have to do some serious baby making."
I laughed.
"That sounds like a great idea. But why cant we baby make now? You know minus the baby?"
"Because I feel like JJ listens to us.."
"What? Does he? Oh my god.."
"I don't know.. It seems like something JJ would do. I mean he's into some kinky stuff. Like his search history on Google.."
"I'd love to move out with you Simon."
"Good. Why don't we look for houses for sale when we get home?"
"Sure."
We finnaly got home and we went straight upstairs to look through different houses. Simon wanted a house around this area so he could still do videos with the others when he wanted. And of course I wanted to see Lia everyday. We were looking through houses, to which none suited our description until we saw the perfect house. It wasn't over the top and huge and it wasn't small and not big enough to raise a family. It was expensive but not as expensive as a fancy mansion. It was round about the same size as the Sidemen house. 4 main bedrooms and over rooms, like the kitchen was huge. It wasn't too far away from the Sidemen house. It was actually the right size to raise our 4 people family. But for now it would just be Simon and I. When we saw it we had no second thoughts. It was beautiful and everything we wanted. Another step to a happy future is 1 more step in. We chose the house and sent an email to the company selling it. They told us that it was a great purchase and that we should have the house in one weeks time. Tomorrow we would have to pay the money though. But it was fine because we had enough. I couldn't wait. Our family starts now.

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