Complicated

Me and Lia <3

We'd sort everything out but I still couldn't deal with the stress of him cheating on me again. I'd have to watch him where ever we go. Surely that's not how relationships should be..
"Harley? Are you OK?"
"I'm fine.." I staged playing with my fingers. He put his hand on my fingers to stop them moving.
"I can tell your not.. What's wrong?"
  "I just can't keep thinking.. I mean. The same  thought keeps running through my head.. You can't love someone you cheat or plan to cheat on.."
"I won't do it again.. I love you."
"Keep the I love you out of your mouth and save it for the person you would never risk one good night for.."
"What are you trying to say? I love you. I wouldn't risk that. Ever again.."
"If you really loved me.. You wouldn't of done it in the first place.."
"Love is complicated."
"No Simon.. I'm a good enough person to forgive you but I'm not stupid enough to ever trust you again.."
"Harley please don't leave me.."
"My trust is gone.."
"We can change that.. We can have our wedding and our baby. We can be a proper family.."
"I don't kn-"
"Never say never.."
"This is your last chance.. If you ever hurt me again I swear I will kill you and the other girl.."
"Deal." We hugged on the sofa. I couldn't help but think about our future together. The wedding next month.. The baby in 9 months time. The other child we plan to have in a year or two..
"Harley? I was wondering if I could post that proposal vlog now?"
"Go ahead.." He smiled at me and I smiled weakly back.
"Simon? What do you see for us in the future? Do we have one?"
"Of course we do.. " he wrapped his arms around me. "I see us at our wedding. You walking down the aisle. The most beautiful bride I've ever seen. I see me and you in the hospital delivering our baby. We'd fight over names.. I've always wanted a boy and a girl. I see us growing old together. Our children having a great future ahead of us." I feel tears running down my cheeks.
"Tomorrow can me and Lia go dress shopping? The wedding is soon and I'm excited now.."
"Sure. Now I'm gonna tweet my new video out and go bed." He kissed my head and went to my old bedroom.
The next day..
I woke up and Lia and Tobi were already awake.
"Hey Lia?"
"What's up?"
"Do you wanna pick a dress with me?"
"Omg!! I never thought you'd askk!!! Woop! Woop!" She looked at me and smiled awkwardly. "Ermm I mean.. Yeah sure that sounds good.." I laughed. We both got dressed and we're ready to head out.
"Now Harley I've saved this money from the day you said yes. So I want you to buy whatever you want. Because your my princess and I want our wedding to be perfect!"
I kissed his cheek. Lia said goodbye to Tobi and we got in the car ready to go town.
"Lia.. I don't know if I feel the same way about Simon.."
"Trust me Harley.. You love him still. I know you do. It will just take some time for you to get over the Jess thing. I'm sure you'll be fine."
"Ok. I'm trusting you on this Lia.." I smiled at her. We stopped at one of the most expensive dress shops in London.
"Lia.. We won't be able to afford this.."
"Have you seen how much Simon has gave you? Nearly the whole cost of your new house!"
"What?! Let me see!" I took the money from Lia and stood in shock.
"See. He must love you more than you think. I'd say that's atleast a years savings.."
"You think he was planning our future from the day I met him? When I was with Josh?"
"Yep.. He really likes you." She smiled "Now are we gonna buy that dress or not?"
We ran into the shop and looked around at all the dresses.
"Ugh I so want to get married. When will Tobi propose?!"
"I'm sure he'll make his move soon don't worry about it!"
We continued to look around. Nothing fit my description. All except one. The perfect dress. Elegant. Beautiful.

"Lia.. I want that one.."
"Wow.. That's beautiful."
"Come on let's try it on!" I dragged her to the changing rooms. She sat on the seat and waited for me to be ready. I revealed myself.
"Tadaaa"
"Oh. My. God. Harley.. Wow."
"Should I buy it?"
"Of course!!"
"I think I might to get a bigger size."
"But it fits perfectly.."
"Not in a month's time.."
"What do you mean?"
"Lia. I'm pregnant."
"What? Omg I'm so happy for you!"
"Thankyou!"
"Now. Let's get some shoesssss!" She sang.
We payed for the dress. £450.. We walked over to the shop across the street. They sold designer shoes and I wanted to look perfect. Lia picked out some nude coloured shoes and I tried them on. They were gorgeous.

"Lia.."
"What's up?"
"It's mine and Simon's 1 year anniversary tomorrow.."
"We best buy him something now.." We payed for the shoes and I brought him his gifts. It was just a ps4 game and some really expensive headphones but YOLO. We drove home and Simon and Tobi were sitting on the sofa.
"Your home!" Tobi said running over to Lia. "I have something for you."
"Oh really?" She laughed. "And what is that exactly?"
Just the Tobi fell down on the floor.
"Tobi? Tobi! Are you OK?" She stood in shock. Then he got up and stayed on one knee. She covered her mouth in shock.
"Lia Mulligan. Will you be my wife?"
"Yes. Yes! YES! Of course Tobi! I thought you'd never ask.." He lifted her up and kissed her.
"Congratulations Lia!!" I said, hugging her.
"Thankyou. I'm so happy!"
"Right I think it's time me and Harley leave.. You clearly have things to do.. You get me?" He winked at Tobi.
"Ah yeah I get you.."
"Cheeky son of a bitch." Lia laughed punching him in the arm.
"Congratulations bro. And you Lia."
We left and went back home. We checked the comments of Simon's vlog. No dislikes and 6,000 likes. Everyone was congratulating us.
"Simon? How about tomorrow I finally give you that game of in real life football? For our anniversary?"
"Perfect." He smiled at me and tucked my hair behind my ear. He kissed me gently. "Oh yeah Harley. I've got you something for the wedding." He picked up a small gift box from beside him. "I don't know what they're called I just know you put it on your leg. It's for the wedding."
"I don't know what they're called either.." I laughed. "Thankyou Simon. I love you."
"I love you more"