Complicated

Used, Deceived,Escapes and Turns

I had work again today. Maybe it was the wrong choice going bed at 4am but it was a one off after all it was Simon's birthday and to me that was an exception. However I didn't know at this time I'd be so used and deceived but let's get to that later shall we?
"Ugh. I don't want to go to work!"
"Call in sick babe.."
"You know I can't."
"One day won't hurt, surely."
"Simon I've already been off for 3 days already, I'm making the wrong impression."
"Fine but hurry home. I miss you when your gone."
"Nice to know." I laughed.
I ran to the bathroom before I left. I wanted to make sure it was hidden. I can't believe I've got myself in this mess again but I can't risk it again. I buried it under all the rubbish. Simon won't find it there.
"Love you Simon. Bye!" I said I kissed him on the lips.
"Love you babe have a good day."
"I'll try." I smiled and drove to work.
Simon POV:
Damn I can't wait to marry that girl she's so beautiful. Everything I want in a girl. The thought of making the wrong decision and being with Jess made me know for sure I was marrying the right girl. I got dressed and jumped onto the sofa. Then my phone rang.
Jess. Ugh. Can't that girl take rejection? Obviously not.
"Look! Jess we're over. Just leave me alone I'm sick of you. I just want Harley. Please."
"But Simon I love you. And I know deep down you love me too. Please- Simon. Give me a chance to show how much I love you."
"Jess I can't I'm marrying the girl of my dreams. And I'm not letting anyone get in the way of it. Not this time. Not ever."
"You'll regret that Simon. Love you! Mwah."
Ugh I hated when she did that. Don't make kissy noises to me bitch please.
1 hour later..
I sat down and watched the Leeds game. They were getting absolutely wrecked as always. Then there was a knock at the door I wasn't expecting a visitor today. I ran to the door. It was Jess.
"Jess I told you. We're over. Finished. Leave me alone."
"Simon. I know thats not what you want. You want a bad girl like me. A girl that knows what she's doing. I know you want me and I want you just as much."
"Then you obviously don't want me at all because I don't like you now piss off."
"Oh Simon. Sweet Simon. I see why you settled down with Harley. Your boring. She's boring. Your whole entire life is going to be boring. She's simple. Plain. Nothing special about her. Just a basic bitch. But you see, me for example I'm fun, we can have a laugh. And I'm twice as good looking as Harley. And a better body too I mean she is one fat bitch. I know you want me Simon."
"I don't. I can't want you. I love Harley."
Harley POV:
I was feeling a bit off. I managed to do a few sessions, mainly with Jeff but I felt so sick I couldn't concentrate. I went on my break and was about to eat. Then I felt a terrible pain in my stomach. I ran to the toilet and my boss ran after me. She patted my back while I puked in the toilet.
"Maybe you should go home. Your clearly not well.."
"Thankyou."
"No worries. Just get better soon and relax at home. I'm sure that Simon guy will look after you he seems nice enough."
I smiled and got in my car. I drove home.
Simon's pov:
I couldn't resist the urge any more. Jess was so alluring. And persuasive. Maybe she was right. I needed a bit if fun in my life. She leaned in to kiss me. At first I rejected it but then I couldn't help myself. Jess was a beautiful girl. I kissed her. I know it was the wrong thing to do but I couldn't help myself. Soon we were making out and heading to mine and Harley's bedroom. It felt so wrong to be doing this in her bed but it felt so right.
"Kiss me Simon."
I carried upstairs and layed her on the bed. We were soon fully naked and fucking in her bed. I'm such a bad person.
Harley pov:
It felt good to be home. Honestly I needed a break and I can't believe the side effects are kicking in already. I opened the door. Simon wasn't downstairs so I figured he'd be upstairs playing with the other Sidemen on a game or something. I put down my bag and ran upstairs. Maybe I should tell him the news now? No. Not yet. I don't want him to freak out. I walked into his recording room and he weren't in there. Then I heard moaning from our bedroom.
I ran in. I knew he was up to something. Something bad. I bashed open the door.
"Simon? How could you?" I sobbed.
"Harley I'm sorry. I couldn't help it.."
"What couldn't help your thirstiness? We only fucked last night what the fuck is wrong with you?"
"I'm sorry.."
"Who is this hoe?" I stomped towards the bed and lifted up the blanket.
"Jess?" I wiped away my tears. "I thought you and this slut were finished?"
"We were."
"How long Simon. How fucking long?"
"It's 12 inches. No wonder why he came to me for sex you must of had no action in so long. Poor baby." It was the perfect time to slap the bitch around the face. I grabbed her hair and chucked out the bed.
"How long Simon?"
"Since we broke up."
"So.. So you didn't miss me at all then?"
"Of course I d-"
"I bet it was easier for you if I just left your life all together right? Maybe I should of just died in that car crash. I mean.. It would hurt alot less. You obviously wouldn't care. I mean at least then you and this slag could be together."
"Harley don't talk like that."
"DONT TALK LIKE WHAT?" I shouted. Then I started to sob again "I knew I shouldn't of gave you another chance. I mean once a cheater always a cheater. I mean first you cheat on Jess with me. Then you cheat on me with Ashley and then I give you all the trust I have left and cheat on me again with this whore.. We're done."
"What?"
"We are done. No more Harmon. You can go tell your viewers what a fuck boy you are. Because no one sees what goes on behind the camera. Sometimes i feel like josh would of looked after me more. He would never do this to anyone. I guess your taking your good looks for granted. Not even jj would do that.I hope you and Jess are happy together."
"Harley please." I looked at Jess she had a smirk on her face.
"I hate you. You broke my heart again. Maybe it's best if I just died. At least I'd be out your life forever."
I wiped my eyes and called Lia.
"Lia.. Please."
"Harley what's up?"
"He's done it again. He's cheated on me again. We're over."
"What? No! You were getting married next month.."
"Not any more. I'm sick of it Lia. It was a mistake meeting Simon."
"Why don't you come round?"
"No I think I have something sorted."
"As long as your ok. Don't do anything stupid."
"I'm not suicidal any more Lia. That's in the past."
"Love you."
"Bye."
I sat on the sofa and scrolled through my contacts. Simon ran downstairs, fully dressed.
"Harley please don't leave me."
"I'm leaving for good this time. I spent so much money on you. You know how much your birthday present cost? Do you know how much I love you?"
"Well of you love me stay."
"I can't. Not now. I can never forgive you. Not ever."
"Harley. I love you. And I know you love me too. Without you I'd be nothing. You helped me through my self harm and depression and make me smile every day."
"Well clearly Jess makes you feel the same way."
"Harley stop."
"DONT TELL ME TO STOP. I HATE YOU.. I hate you. Take my ring. Sell it. I mean you've already taken everything else from me." I threw my ring at Simon. I picked up my phone and called Andy.
"Andy. I love you."
"What? I thought you didn't feel that way.."
"I do. But we need to get out of here. Now. Book a flight. Any where. I need you."
"Ok sure. I'll come round yours."
"Perfect. The sooner we get out of here the better."
A hour later..
Andy knocked on the door and I let him in as soon as possible. I kissed him.
"Thankyou for saving me. I need to get out of here. For good. Forever."
"I'd always save you. It's about time you seen what Simon was like."
"Did you know about this?"
"Only slightly. Not enough to tell you. He was kissing Jess in the toilets on your proposal party."
"My God. This has gone on long enough me and Simon are over and you and me can finally be together."
He grabbed my suitcases and put it on his car. Andy had saved me again. Now we were on a flight to New York. A new start. It's a shame Simon will never know my secret.
"Harley. Don't go. I love you." Simon cried. " I don't love jess she's a mistake."
"It's too late for that."
I slammed the door shut. Andy and I drove to the airport.
Simon POV:
"GET OUT NOW!"
"Simon we're in love. You and Harley are over me and you can be together."
"I told you this would end badly. She was gonna be my wife and now she's gone for good. I knew this was gonna happen."
"The why carry it on?"
" I tried to stop I really did. But you kept coming back all the god damn time."
"Oh Simon. I only did that because we're made for each other."
"No Jess! Get out!"
She left. For good this time. I ran upstairs and into the bathroom. I knocked all the stuff off of the side near the sink in anger.
"Why does this happen to me?" I screamed.
I kicked the bin over and cried. Then something caught my attention. A pregnancy test? I picked it up and read it. Pink positive sign. What have I done? She's moving away with my baby. The two people that I love most are gone. That baby will grow up with no dad. Harley is pregnant... I need to stop this. Now.