Complicated

The Return (SMUT WARNING)

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Simons POV:
We sat together on the sofa watching Hollyoaks. I feel so bad for my baby. Period pains are bad, I'm guessing.. I'm a man so yeah. She looked completely drained. Her head was resting on my legs while I lifted up her top to rub her stomach. I wanted to be one of them boyfriend's who looked after their girl and the girls always took about. You know. When you scroll through Facebook and you constantly see the same post over and over again. Ugh I wish I could find a guy that looks after me on my period there's no gentlemen these days. Man I hate them kind of posts. I wanted Harley to be happy too. If she knew what I did... We'd be finished for sure. And I can't lose her again. Not after nearly losing her the second time, thinking she was dead was bad enough. I can't tell her. I have to end it. Before I hurt her again. Harley looked at me and smiled. I smiled back. The guilt is killing me. It's gonna come out soon. I need to find a way to make sure no one finds out..
Harley POV:
It's a good thing we had a full week of Hollyoaks to watch. Ok so I was sitting with Simon but I couldn't help but secretly fan girling over Parry I mean damn those abs tho. Bit Simons were pretty good too. Shame only I can see them. If anyone else did I'd kill them. I'm so happy Simon's so loyal. I could never lose him again. and if I found out he cheated on me first I'd kill the bitch and second I'd leave him. For good. But why am I talking about this? Simon will never cheat on me. I'm just getting myself paranoid.
"Oh my gosh. Look at the time." We'd watched 5 Hollyoaks! And now it was 2 in the morning.
"I'm gonna go bed now Si. Thankyou for making me feel better."
"Have a nice sleep babe."
"And don't worry.. I'll be off my period tomorrow." He smiled and I smiled back. It's going to be Simon's birthday in 2 days time. Maybe I could plan a party? I'll think about it while I sleep.
Simon POV:
What am I doing to Harley. I can't do this to her. She's the love of my life. And I can't hurt her. Not again. She's my future wife. I need to stop before someone gets hurt. Imagine if something goes wrong on my birthday? This needs to stop. Now.
The next day:
Simon POV:
Harley has work today. I don't want to be alone. Maybe I could film a video with the others. Maybe GTA we've not done one of those for a very long time. Or maybe Prop Hunt? I don't know. I could sure catch up with the videos though. I'll have to film loads today.
I woke up Harley. Yeah I didn't want her to go but she was doing her dream job and my loneliness and thirstiness wasn't gonna ruin that. I'll just have to wait til she gets home. And I couldn't wait.
"Babe. Babeeeeyyy? Time to wake up! You've got work."
"Ugh. I can't be bothered with work."
"I want you here to but you have to work."
She got out of bed and got breakfast as always. We ate breakfast together before she went upstairs and got ready.
I watched TV before Harley walked downstairs. She looked even more beautiful with a messy bun.
"Have a good day princess."
"Thanks Si. Love you and miss you!"
"Love you more. Drive safe!"
I kissed her cheek and watched her drive to work. I shut the door and ran to my phone. I dialed the number I've been dialing everyday since the breakup. The secret I've been hiding. But as soon as I call that number the secret is gone. And that's just what I need. I scroll down my contacts to J.
Josh
Jide
Jessie
Ah Jess.
I pressed on her name and called her.
"Hey Si. Ready already? It's a bit early don't you think?" She laughed.
"Jess, I can't do this anymore. We're over. I love Harley and I can't break her heart again. She's gonna be my wife soon and I don't need side sluts like you. I mean Harley's so good in be-"
"Oh Si. Si. Si. Si. No one leaves Jess. I mean. Why do you think you came running back to me? Harley's boring. Simple. Sure she's decent looking about a 3/10? But me. I'm that 10/10 you've always wanted. And that Si is why you can't leave me. You can't leave until I say you can leave. So you call me when your ready for a bit more fun. Yeah? I can't wait for our next.. Session." She said.
"Jess. Please."
"Love you Si. Mwah"
And she put down the phone. I'd wrecked everything. For sure. I love Harley so much and I've only gone and broke her heart again. I didn't mean for me and Jess to happen. I'd just called her for help when me and Harley broke up. She was the only other person who understood me. But she never did. She just acted like she did, she was very persuasive. When me and Harley got back together I told her I didn't need help but I guess it turned into something else. She started coming round the Sidemen house when everyone was out. I was so stupid. I let it happen. I'm so lonely without Harley and I just needed someone. Now I've fucked it all up.
Few hours later..
I called Jide and asked him if he and the others wanted to do a video. We ended up playing CAH, which Josh won. And then me, Josh and Vikk ended up playing mini golf. After the couple of games I started to play COD on my own.
"Hey Si." Harley said in a romantic voice.
"Hey. Did you have a good day?"
"Yep.." She put her hands around my eyes and started kissing my neck. I put down my controller and picked up Harley. I wrapped her legs around my body. We were making out and I put her on the bed. I pulled off my shirt. Harley pulled off her shirt too and we were making out once again. I started kissing her neck, giving her love bites. She started to whisper in my ear.
"I'm ready Simon. I want you now." The sound of her whispering sent me chills. I pulled off her skirt and slowly kissed her legs.
"Ohh Simon. I'm ready. Give it to me Simon."
She ripped off my trousers. Now we were both in our underwear. We carried on making out. It was rough this time. She slowly pulled down my pants and I whispered in her ear. She kissed my neck and slowly brushed her fingers down my body. I unhooked her bra and massaged her chest while she continued to kiss my neck. I pushed her back into the bed and pulled off her panties and through them behind me.
"Give it to me Simon. I want it now. Make me wet"
We started of slow and then got faster. She moaned my name.
"Ohh Si." She smiled and bit her lip. Her eyes were closed. "You hit my g-spot" she moaned. She kissed me and slowly traveled down my body.
"Call me daddy."
"Daddy.."
"What's my name??"
"Daddy!" She moaned.
She rolled me off her and she got on top. She sat on my dick. I got a boner. She made me put my hands on her boobs.
"Who are you?" She screamed.
"Daddy!"
"Your the king of this bed!"
"Yeah I am."
"Who's are these?" She was talking about her tits.
"Mine."
"Yeah these are your tits. Now fuck me like the king you are. I want it hard."
We continued to fuck. We slowed down. We both rolled in different directions.
"Man that was intense."
"Yeah we should do it again some time." She winked, bit her lip and slowly pulled down one strap of her bra.
"Teasing me?"
"Maybe." She giggled. She went downstairs. I was absolutely knackered. I mean like I said to Jess she was great in bed.. Better than Jess. I can't wait for my birthday tomorrow. I bet she has something GREAT in mind.
Sorry this chapter was cringey.. Oh and sorry to Jess because I feel bad for calling you a side piece.. Or did I delete that part? Oops..