I quickly thought about what me and Simon was going to do. Simon hid under the bed and I couldn't just fuck Josh. Not why Simon was around. Not now. "Harley? Are you OK?" "Yeah I'm just putting PJs on!" I checked to see if Simon was noticeable and put on my shorts and crop top PJs. I grabbed my dressing gown and put it on and opened the door. "Sorry about that." "It's fine babe.. Can we talk?" "Yeah sure" I hugged Josh so he was looking at the wall so Simon could make his escape. He quickly got out from under the bed and whacked his head on the bed. "Omg!" I laughed. "Ow.." "Why are you in here?" "Well.. Erm.." "Yeah Simon! I was getting changed!" "Ok so I left something in your room from the other day when we were doing that video and Harley was about to walk in and she had just been in the shower and I didn't want to catch her naked so I hid under the bed and bumped my head.." "Ok well can you get out?" "Yeah sure.." Simon left the room. Simon POV: I put my ear to the door to hear what they were talking about. Harley POV: "So. I've needed to tell you this for a really long time.." "Josh?" "Well.. I think.. I think you love Simon.." "What? That's crazy!" I was an awful liar. I always had been. That's why I was always so honest. And doing this to Josh killed me. "Why would you think that?" "I see the way you look at him. I see the way you act around each other. You really love him. And it's pretty obvious you two have got something going on.." "Josh!" I sobbed resting my head in his arm. "I'm so sorry! I didn't want to hurt you.." "So it's true.." "I'm sorry.." Tears ran down his eyes. "You two belong with each other. I'm hurt of course. But lifes too short. I love you and Simon and I'm not gonna let that hold you back. And it's not like we'd been together forever I understand." "I'm so sorry you found out this way.." "Like I said. It hurts but we weren't right for each other. You belong with Simon. I mean you two are perfect for each other." "I love you Josh. I didn't want to hurt you. Your like a best friend to me. That's probably why we didn't work out. Because your my friend and we were trying to push that." "I love you too Harley. And I wish you the best for you and Simon. We'll carry on life as usaul. Forget this ever happend. As long as you and Simon are happy." "But are you happy?" "No. I guess not. But I just need to get back out there. Make the sidechicks complete again. I mean I'm the only one without a girlfriend.. Vikks got Emma. Jjs got Sara. Harry's got Felicity. Ethan's got Alex. Tobi and Lia make a great couple. And Simons.. Obviously got you.." "Don't worry Josh. Your a great guy and you'll find someone perfect for you. Someone funny and smart and beautiful. Just like you.." I smiled at him and sniffed away my tears. He held me close and hugged me. Simon walked in. "Josh... Thankyou.." "Just take care of her.." "I will. How did you find out?" "Best friends never keep secrets.." "Damn Tobi" he laughed. "Josh. You don't understand how much this means to me." "You belong together. You've got more in common than you think. And it wasn't just Tobi. I heard you talking in the kitchen a couple days ago about Simon self harming. I think you can change Simon Harley. I really do. You seem like you genuinely care for him." "I love you man." Simon 'man hugged' Josh. And he got up. And as he was about to leave the room he said: "Take care of her Simon.." "I will. I promise." Me and Simon hugged and cried in each other's arms. I felt so bad but it was all out now. No more secrets. No more guilt. Me and Simon could finally fell the others we were together. I could now be with Simon knowing it was the right thing. After an hour of talking about our future and sobbing together we finally stopped. "So. Do you want to make a video?" He laughed "Yeah sure. Let me just put some more make up on." I went into the bathroom and cleaned my make up. I wanted to make a good first impression. "Don't worry. I won't announce that your my girlfriend just yet." "Ok good." "Wait was you ever in a video with Josh?" "No." "Ok good. You look great by the way." "Simon I'm in my PJs don't lie" I laughed "Look at what your wearing. You look so God damn sexy that I'm close to saying we should play a game of strip FIFA." "Simon please" I laughed "I'm not that easy" "Well why don't you choose the game then?" "Fine. I want to play FIFA." "Are you sure? Are you actually sure?" "Positive." He obviously didn't know me well enough to know that I'm a gamer girl. I'm that tomboy gamer girl that's great at real life football. I know what Josh was talking about when he said we had a lot in common. We were both like boy and girl versions of each other. "Ok your choice. Don't moan when I win." He joked "Oh trust me. I won't." I winked at him. He put on the camera and did his intro. "Wassup guys today I'm going to be doing a FIFA one on one battle with this bitch." "Oi!" I joked and I punched his arm. "She thinks she can win me.. Ha!" "Imma show him don't worry guys." My team was sick. "Yo! Simon I just got 99 Messi!" "No you didn't!" He laughed and gave me a look of jealousy. "Your team is shite no offence Si.." "Oh I know.." "I just got Ronaldo!" "Oh my.." He laughed. We finally got to playing the game. In the first half I scored 2 and Simon scored 1. And in the last half I scored 1 more. I won 3-2. "BOOM!" "Damn it!" "I'm so God damn-" "Shut up.." He shut me up by kissing my lips. "Simon! The video!" I laughed "Don't worry I'll edit it out. It's just that playing FIFA is such a turn on. I've always been attracted to the more boyish girls.." "What are you trying to say?" I laughed "That your perfect.." "Simon please you've not even seen my footie skills yet.." "Oh God I dread to think what they're like after this.." "Ok so guys I should probably mention before we made our teams we decided that the winner will tweet off the others Twitter. Soo.. Harley do your best.." "Oh I will.." I laughed. He handed me his phone and I tweeted. Harley is so fit and so much better at FIFA than me. I might hand her the channel over yano.. 💕 "Oh my god.." "I've just realised they're not gonna believe it's you because I put a heart emoji at the end.." I laughed "Too late now.. Luckily for me." He carried on with the video and then he finally came to the outro. "Thankyou guys for watching and seeeyaa" and did that really cute thing he does with his hands. "Now.. You want a rematch?" "Why? Can't take the fact you lost?" "No I just want to be myself now. I want to wrap my arms around you while we play and kiss you when your annoying me." "Aw Simon. Okok let's play one more game." I moved off my seat and sat on Simon's lap. He wrapped his arms around me with his controller in his hand.
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After we'd played FIFA we decided to change games. I guess Simon hot bored of me BEATING HIS ASS BOOM! We decided to play COD because you know there's nothing more satisfying than killing people that just camp around all day like damn man. I wasn't as good on this game like I was decent like not terrible but not amazing but Simon was great at it. He sometimes played it with the other Sidemen. Yeah because I was so in live with him I started watching his videos. And I kinda fell in love with him a little more. Me and Simon were always on the same team and we worked together. "Ugh Simon! This guy just killed me AGAIN!" "Where the hell is he imma kill him" "Simon. I love you" "I love you too princess.."
