Lost & Found

Chapter 11

*Julie's POV*

I still think about it, everything they did to me. I try to forget it but I don't think it's going to be that simple. I've been pushing Mal away because I don't want to hurt her. I know its not her fault that she's always training but sometimes I wish she were normal and we could just spend a whole day together. I like to wait for Mal to get up but I can't, I have to go. So I get up and walk to the river. I don't know what it is about this place but its calming. I just can't take it anymore and I just start sobbing. I'm here for a while when someone come and sit next to me. I know its Mal, she sits there and doesn't say anything for a while.

"Ever since you came back something's been different." She says.

"I know I'm sorry." I say.

"You don't have to be sorry just tell me what's going on." Mal says.

I want to tell her so bad but I can't so I just shake my head. Mal pulls me into her and just holds me but then I know she can tell. She pulls away from me and places her hand on my stomach.

"Who did this to you?" She ask.

"One of the guy's in Amar's pack." I say.

Mal's eyes change color and she move away from me. I know she's angry and doesn't want to lash out on me but I can usually calm her down. I get up and pull Mal into a hug but she pushed me away.

"I don't wanna hurt you." Mal says and then takes off into the woods.

I wasn't going to try to go after her so I went back to the house and went into the kitchen.

"Where's Mal?" Alex ask.

"She took off, she was super mad and said she didn't wanna hurt me." I say.

Hope looks up from her plate.

"Was this like the other times she got mad?" Hope ask.

"No, this time I couldn't calm her down." I say.

"Hawl." Hope says.

Every species has their own language and its up to your Alpha to decide wheatear or not your taught it. So vampires have their own language and so do werewolves. Most of the pack gets up and heads outside but Carli, Meghan and I just stand their. Ash comes back in the kitchen.

"Let's go, Hope never speaks in our native tongue unless its important." She says.

We all nod before following the rest of the pack outside. We all take off into the woods to find Mal. I didn't really need to find her because of our connection so we get to her pretty quick. She is sitting on a cliff starring at a group of kids laughing and playing in their backyard.

"Mal." Hope says.

She doesn't move she just sits there.

"You know one of the guys from Amar's pack lives here with his wife and kids. Why does he get to do something terrible then come back here to this happy life?" Mal ask.

"Mal don't so anything you'll regret." Hope says.

"I'm not so sure about that." She hisses.

"Don't" Ash says.

"Get the hell out of my head." Mal growls.

Mal turns around and looks at us and we are all shocked. When your in vampire form the veins in your body turn black and you can see them through your skin. That's what Mal looks like but she also has claws and her eyes are glowing like she's in werewolf form too.

"What the hell is going on?" Diane ask.

Hope howls and I guess its to summon the council because in a matter of seconds they're here.

"What's going on with her?" Hope ask.

"We need to get her back to your house and into the basement." Abby says.

We all transform and surround Mal.

"I don't want to her you guys." She says.

"Then don't" Jill says.

Mal does something and we're all yelling out in pain.

"Start the chant!" Becky yells.

All the council members start chanting in some language and Mal starts whining. I groan because I can feel some of what she's feeling.

"Are you okay?" Alex ask.

I just nod my head, I close my eyes because I start feeling nauseous.

"Your not okay." Alex says.

I lean my head on her shoulder and close my eyes. When I open my eyes we're back in the house and I'm laying in bed.

"You've been out for a while. I thought it was from what the council did to Mal but its not. Is there something you need to tell me?" Ali ask.

I sit up and run to the bathroom, Ali runs with me and holds my hair back while I throw up. I get up and wash out my mouth and look at myself in the mirror.

"JJ are you pregnant?" Ali ask.

I nod my head and feel the tears pour down my face. Ali pulls me into a hug and I collapse onto the floor. She keeps her arms around me as I cry.