Harley

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Harley
I ran into the bathroom and grabbed my special bag. It held 3 razors, bandages, and ointment.
  I held the razor between my teeth and put the bag away.

Travis
I laid back in my chair taking another puff.

"Come on, pass over." Kevin takes the blunt from me.

"Good right?" I laughed.

Carrie started braiding Vance's hair and Stacey made out with Harris.

"Co-Come on babe." Harris grabbed her hand.

Harley
STUPID. SLASH STUPID. SLASH

I wish that I wasn't gullible, I actually took drugs for the first time. I watched the blood drip onto the floor. I felt hot tears come out my eyes.

I slid down the wall and sat there.

"Cillian! Dinner's ready!" My mom knocked on the door.

I threw my bag into the cabinet and wrapped my arm.

"Coming mom!" I yelled as I wrapped the last bandage.

I ran down the stairs and sat down.

"What happened to your arm?" Diamond asked me.

"Oh I scraped it at school." I grabbed my plate.

She squinted at me and then nodded.
I moved the spaghetti around on my plate.

"You okay Kid?" My dad patted my shoulder.

"Yeaa..." I picked up a noodle.

My parents hummed and continued eating. I kept my head down and starting tapping my feet.

"Can I please be excused?" I bursted out.

"Go ahead." My mom got up.

I ran into my room and plopped on my bed. I wanted to speak to someone badly. I jumped up and ran downstairs. I ran outside and to Travis' house. I knocked and knocked but nobody answered. I slid down on the door crying. I sat there and cried until I was gagging. It quickly turned dark and soon his door opened.

"Duuuude! I'll see you later." A boy walked out.

He was followed by Stacey,Carrie and some more boys. I saw Travis slowly walk to the door. His eyes were baggy and red. I sniffed and looked up at him. I got up and hugged him. When he hugged back I started sobbing.

"I did it, im sorry!" I cries into his chest

"What did you do?" He grabbed me

I slowly revealed my wrist, the blood was starting to dry and it was slowly clotting.

"Harley." He eyes widened

"I-Im sorry." I let some more tears fall.

"Why are you apologizing to me?" He grabbed my face

"Because, you told me to stop and I didn't." He sighed

"Listen, I accept your apology. But you should be saying sorry to yourself." I looked away from him

"How do I apologize to myself." I whimper

"By treating yourself right,buy things you like, and compliment yourself." He smiled

"O-okay." I laughed

"So do you wanna come in." He asked

"Sure." I walked in his home