Innocently In Love (-A David Henrie FanFiction)

Chapter Twelve

----------------Lily's POV-----------------

I try to yell. I shriek. I mutter noises i didn't know I could before now. I feel the nurse pushing my arms down into the blanket asking me to just let go. Just let go, i think. I let go.

I stop moving. I lay there like the hopeless soul I now know I am. I fear to close my eyes thinking when I open them there he would be. They open and I hesitate to look around.

I look left, I look right, mesmerized by the amount of white in the room that U haven't noticed before. It calm me. The thought that John is in the same building as me makes me feel so vulnerable.

The nurse hesitates to put a mask around my head. I panic, I shriek, I cry, reminded of the way John has touched me. Somehow she gets it around my head and lifts the mask over my mouth. I hear a noise and I cry. Gas enters my mask and I breathe in the chemically altered air, sobbing. I let go.

In my dream I lay in a meadow holding an apple. I look over to my right and see David, laughing with me. I feel at peace with my inner feelings, all my hate for John has fade. I look to my right, the meadow extents far out. I see a picnic basket. I rest my apple on it and I put my head on his shoulder.

He puts his arm around me. For a moment we just stay there and everything freezes around us. He leans back and I move my head onto his chest, feeling his heart beat. It speeds up, so does mine.

He stands up and offers me his hand. I accept and smile. I can't remember the last time I've felt this way. For once my outer appearance matches my inner feelings. He helps me up and we walk further into the meadow, I feel another presence and get scared. The thought passes my mind, I feel safe with David. My heart beats faster.

He stops at a tree and I lean on it. He comes in front of me, opening my legs. He walks in and rests his forehead on mine. I close my eyes. I feel his lips move and make contacts with mine. We pause, memorizing the feeling of our lips touching for the first time, feeling every small movement each others lips make. He moves back and grabs my hand once again, his eyes still closed. I open mine.

He moves his head beside my ear and whispers "I love you." I hear a loud noise and shriek. Time slows down and I watch as a bullet goes through David's back and penetrates my stomach. Tears rush down my face. The pain is unbearable. Davids eyes widen, he looks down and looks at me with a face that tells me this is all my fault. I feel myself dying on the inside and out.

David falls to the floor and I make one last effort at a scream and fail, falling beside him. I look far across the meadow and see him there, holding a gun. He throws it on the floor and smiles. I let out a shriek and my heart stops. He turns around and it all fades.

I wake up panting for breathe. I look around, I'm in a different room that before. Someone sits in s chair in front of me. I can't tell who it is, I see everything blurry from the gas they gave me. He holds a cigarette and exhales, smoke fills the room and evaporates into the air. John.

"Hello honey." He whispers, throwing his cigarette on the floor. I sob, taking off my mask and breathe in the dirty air. I cough.

"Did you think I couldn't find you?" He laughs. He walks towards me. My body tenses up, my eyes slam shut. I feel a tear roll down my face. He grabs me.

He pulls my face towards him, yanking me up from the bed. His palm covers my entire face, his grip so strong its impossible to open my mouth.

"Listen here." He whispers.

"If you ever do this again I'll finish what you ran away from last time." He throws me back. I cry.

"Im sorry." I shriek, sobbing. I pull the blanket to my chin, trying to hide.