Marinas pov
-2 months later-
I sighed as I looked in the mirror. I had been gaining a lot of weight recently but then again I've been eating a shit ton of food. Whatever. I don't need to worry about it. I walked out and sat down. This is the first time that I had worn something other than my oversized sweaters or my Slipknot shirt buttoned up.
" woah" Chris said staring at me as the others looked.
" what?" I said starting to regret not wearing something over this.
" don't get offended but you've gotten chubby " Jay said pointing out my stomach.
"And? I think I've just been eating too much. "
" hey. You look beautiful. Don't listen to these assholes " Sid smiled kissing my head and I shrugged.
" I have gained weight. 15 pounds Sid. 15" he shrugged.
" what if your pregnant?" Jay asked as I shook my head.
" I watch him put the condoms since the first time and I already took the test. Btw since we are near Janes I was gonna hang out at hers for a little bit " I said as I threw on Sid's gray sweater and some black jeans with my boots. I brushed my hair leaving it down and just keeping the makeup I had on. We soon stopped at the place I was gonna meet Jane. I quickly used the bathroom and hugged Sid.
" I'll text you later. Don't party too hard without me " I giggled as he nodded kissing me. I walked out and into the restaurant. I spotted Jane as she walked over and hugged me tightly.
" have you gotten chubbier?" She asked and I nodded.
" can we talk about that at your house. " she nodded as we sat down and ate breakfast. I was mid sentence when a little girl with a Slipknot shirt came up to the table. I looked at smiled.
" are you Marina Lane?" I nodded as she held out a pen and a piece of paper.
" what's your name sweetheart?"
" Lainey " she smiled as I wrote ' Stay sic Lainey! - Marina ' she hugged me as Jane took a picture on her phone.
" thank you!" She smiled running back to her mom.
" hello miss famous " I rolled my eyes at Jans as we finished eating. I payed as we got into her car driving to her house. Once inside I sat on the couch unzipping my sweater.
" Marina. Are you pregnant?" She asked as I shook my head "
" not as far as I know. I did a test 2 months ago and it was negative. " she left for a minute and game back and handed me a box with a test in it.
" please? For me. For Sid " I sighed and nodded standing up. I walked into her bathroom and follow the directions on what I was suppose to do. I sat it on the counter putting the cap back on and washing my hands. Jane walked in and waited with me as I mentally was freaking out. What if I'm not fat. What would I tell Sid. Will he hate me..
" it's been 5 Marina " Jane said.
" I can't look. I'm scared " I looked at her as she looked.
" Marina. Look" I looked at it was positive. She hugged me as I started crying
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After awhile of talking and calming down it was time to get back on the bus. I had the test in my pocket and have been to scared to text back any of the guys. There was a honk as I hugged Jane
" you'll be fine. Don't hide it though. Call me if you have any problem. " I nodded as I walked out the bus as I walked on the bus.
" hey honey" I waved not being able to talk. He hugged me as I sighed.
" can I talk to you in private " he gave me curious look as he nodded. I walked to the back of the bus into the back lounge. I looked at him and started crying.
" what's going on Marina. What's wrong " I pulled out the test and handed it to him.
" you're pregnant?" I nodded.
" please don't hate me. " I cried. He hugged me.
" don't talk like that. Why would I hate you. I want this with no one else in the world other than you. I love you so much Marina. No way I would ever be mad at you for this" I nodded.
" Jane said I probably took the test wrong the first time or because I would have been drinking too much water which messes up the results. " he nodded.
" so you have been pregnant for awhile explaining why you gotten little bit of a bump. " I nodded as I looked down at my stomach.
" I scheduled an appointment tomorrow to ask some questions. " he nodded.
" I'll let tim know about that. Do you want me to let the guys know?" I nodded as he grabbed my hand and the test and walked out to the lounge.
" everything alright" Corey asked as Sid nodded like a little child. Oh god I think I'm gonna have to take care of two kids.
" what's up Sid. Why are you so happy"
" well I got something for you guys to look at. " Corey stood as Sid handed him the test. He looked at it and smiled.
" congrats you guys. Guys. Look who's pregnant " he laughed holding the test out.
" what? I thought you said you weren't pregnant. "
" I thought I wasn't. I did the other test wrong somehow. Of course I can fuck up something simple " I laughed as Sid hugged me and rubbed my stomach.
" by the way she has an appointment tomorrow. So there's that. Do you wanna see if you can still tour. " she nodded
" I'll see if I can play the show. I still wanna finish this tour. We still have 3 months left."( they took a 2 month break during the tour)
" that would be cool but if not then you aren't performing " Shawn said as I nodded. Sid rubbed my stomached as he put his head against it. I giggled playing with his hair.
