Sid's pov
" I'm sorry but it was a miscarriage." My heart fell to my stomach as my eyes began to water. Marina sat up and got cleaned up. Corey put his hand on my back as he pulled me into a hug.
" I'm sorry Sid" I nodded trying to wrap my head around what was going on.
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The car trip was silent. Marina refuses to talk since the news. We pulled in as I helped her out. We all walked into the house
" hey Marina!" Jim said excited but she walked past him into our room. He frowned and looked at me. Corey put his head down and I sighed.
" we have news " I said looking at all the guys. Mark wasn't in here so I'm guessing he was taking a nap.
" it was a miscarriage.." I said sadly feeling a tear fall. Jim picked me up in a hug. The guys all hugged me as I sighed.
" just be carefully with your words around Marina. I think she's not gonna be talking any time soon. " they all nodded as I walked into the room. I sat next to her on the bed
" hey. It's ok.. Yea it might feel like everything just ended but we have Mark and we can try again. Like you said before, your body might not be able to handle another. " she stared at the wall blankly
" please say something Mari..." After a few minutes I walked out and sat on the couch. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I fell apart and began sobbing into my hands. I felt hands rubbing my back
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I sat and stared at the tv blankly. I felt arms around my neck and a kiss on my head. I jumped and looked to see Mari giving me a soft smiling but her eyes bloodshot and makeup smeared. She sat on my lap as I held her tightly.
" I'm sorry Sid" she whispered
" hey. Don't be sorry. It's not your fault" she shrugged.
" it just wasn't meant to be.. But we have Mark" she said as I looked at her and nodded. I kissed her head as she cuddle on my chest. My phone buzzed as I answered it keeping my voice low so I didn't wake Mari.
" hey Sid! I tried calling Marina but she didn't answer but me and Corey were talking and were wondering if you wanna do her first unmasked interview. And do a photoshoot with her and Jay without the masks?" I smiled.
" I'm sure she would love to. I'll text her when she wakes. She's currently taking a nap since today was a rough day."
" well sorry to hear. Hope it gets better. I'll see you guys Saturday?"
" sounds good. See you later. " I hung up and rested my head back
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-Saturday-
Marinas pov
I was excited to do this first unmasked interview and photoshoot. Unfortunately we couldn't find someone to babysit Mark so he was coming along as well.
We soon got there and I hugged Jay and Nick as we got all set up outside.
" rolling"
" hey guys I'm here today with an unmasked interview with 3 of the Slipknot members. Please introduce your parts and names "
" hey guys I'm Jay and I play drums"
" I'm Sid and I'm the Dj"
" I'm Marina and I'm the bassist." I smiled. He asked a few questions to the guys as I bent down and played with Mark a little bit since he was playing quietly on the floor.
" Marina?"
" oh sorry. I didn't hear"
" it's fine. Any favorite tour memories. " I laughed.
" so many " I laughed. Sid laughed.
" that's what I said. " I shrugged and smiled.
" just have to say you look gorgeous today"
" oh shut it Sid" I laughed rolling my eyes.
" I second that" Nick laughed and I shook my head. I wore a black crop top with Kill in red letters, black studded shorts and high top vans. My hair was at its natural wavy ness and I had my normal makeup on. Foundation, concealer, mascara, eyeliner, brownish eyeshadow, and deep red matte lipstick.
" how's your guys time been off?" I shrugged.
" lots of downs but we are ok. Happy that I get to spend time with Mark and Sid other than being stuffed into a small buds with 7 other guys. Plus mangers and everything " he nodded.
" momma. Can you hold me?" I smiled and picked up Mark holding him on my hip.
" wave to the camera " Sid smiled and waved and Mark followed
" by the way for the people that just got into the band or don't care about us, this is our son Mark" Sid smiled.
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We finally got to the shoot as Sid stood on the side holding Mark. As our final shot together we stood back to back with our arms crossed and looking at the camera all badass like.
" Marina. Could I talk to you real quick " I nodded and walked over to the guy.
" so there's a segment in the magazine that we wanna make for you but maybe some sexy shots in lingerie?" I smiled a bit and nodded.
" alright. Well go let the others know that you will be a little longer and they can leave and come back if they want. Just meet me in this room. " I nodded and let the guys know what was going on.
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I walked into the room and pulled off my clothes till I was left in my black bra and thong. The bra had Laces and everything as the guy walked in.
" damn. You have a beautiful body. "
" one request " he nodded.
" I don't want any photoshop. If you want to do that to my perfectly fine body then I will walk threw that door." He nodded as I posed a few times
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Sid picked me up as he smiled.
" why did they have you stay?"
" you'll see" I smiled and got in the car as we drove home. Can't wait till the magazine comes out to see the shots.
