Please believe me

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Sid's pov

I was up every half hour and cried most of the time. It was currently 7:30 and I sighed. I just want her back. And j wanna hold him. I opened my phone to see my eye were blood shot and my cheeks stained with tears. The door opened as the doctor walked in.

" how'd you sleep"

" horribly. " I sighed tiredly. It doesn't matter anyway.

" what seems to be the problem?"

" my fiancé hates me now and won't let me see my son because one of the staff forced themselves on me " he pointed to a camera in the corner of the room.

" we have them just in case things happen. I'll be back" I nodded as he walked out and there was a knock on my door.

" come in" my voice cracked and Corey and Stacey walked in and soon Mari but she had her head down.

" hey" Stacey smiled weakly.

" hey. "

" Marina has something to tell you" Corey said looking at me sadly. I knew it. I started crying. I couldn't stop it and I wouldn't. Mari walked up to me looking at me.

" I'm sorry but I don't know how to believe you. " I cried harder holding my head the doctor came in.

" everyone just hold on. You need to watch something " he put in the tape and began to play it from when she came in and the voices played

After that Mari looked at me with so much guilt.

" believe me now?" She nodded and hugged me tightly.

" I'm so sorry. I'm so horrible for not believing you. I just didn't know. I've had this happen before and I can't handle it. " she sobbed as I shook my head.

" I understand.."

-

-2 months later -

We are going back in the road today. We all gathered into the bus as we got everything for Mark. Jade, Kassie and Stacey were all coming along.

" tour" Mark shouted as I held him. I laughed and nodded.

" me and mommy are going on tour with you and all your uncles and aunts. Well most of them" he smiled and kissed my cheek. He held on me as I laughed sitting on the couch.

" mommy!" He laughed as Mari got onto the bus. He reached up for her and she scooped him up, twirling around as he giggled.

" mommy funny "

" what about me!" I said getting up and making faces.

" daddy is silly" I smiled as we all sat down as Mark soon fell asleep on me. This boy makes me so happy. I looked at Mari. She held my hand as we drive to the venue that we were playing tonight.

-

Me and Mari were in the bathroom as Mark insist on sitting on the counter watching us. He talks a lot for a 1 year old. Well 1 and half. The half always counts. Like how I'm 32 and Mari is 26. I put on the body paint on as Mark giggled. I smiled and put lines on his cheeks. He giggled looking the mirror and Mari laughed.

" we need to make him a shirt. " I nodded. Picked him up carrying my mask in the other hand as we all walked in for sound cheek. Before we left we mad sure to get Mark special headphones so it won't be so loud. Don't want nothing to happen to our boy. We began sound check as I played with Mark. Soon VIP showed and watched us and kept awing Mark.

" aunt Kassie is gonna hold you for the show so mommy and daddy can play." He nodded as show time neared and we all huddled in the back. Mari kissed his head head putting her mask on.

" mommy mask" she nodded as she took him so I could put my mask on.

" I like daddy's mask " I laughed.

" 1 minute before you guys go on stage" the tour manger yelled.

" mommy and daddy will be back. Stay will Aunt Kassie, Jade and Stacey " he nodded as Mari kissed me and slipped the mask back on. First time she didn't tie her hair back. We ran on stage as she started playing as I watched her go crazy and fans freak out.

-

" right now we are gonna stop and take a minute to introduce you guys to someone. " Mari ran off stage and grabbed Mark as I jumped down from my stand. She walked on him holding onto her.

" my little nephew, Mark Sidney Wilson " the crowd cheered as Mark looked around. Corey held the mic to Mari as she held it for Mark.

" Maggots" he yelled as the crowd cheered and awed. One of the many words we taught him since that's what we refer our fans as.

" Are those people Mommy" she nodded.

" wow. " we all laughed as he waved and took him off stage. We began to play our next song.

-

We walked into the bus as Mari held Mark as he slept. I took off her mask for her as she walked to go lay him down.

" dude. When he said maggots that was just fucking awesome" Shawn laughed.

" you missed it. He kept point you and Mari out saying look at mommy. Daddy's silly. It was so cute " Stacy giggled. I laughed looking at Marinas post. (Picture above)

Such a dork. So excited to be on the road again.

I went and got ready for bed as Mari smiled. I slipped on my Mickey Mouse pj pants on as she put black shorts and tank top with my logo on it.

" You're cute" she rolled her eyes as I kissed her neck. I soon left her a love bit as she shook her head.

" I'll get you back. "

" come at me" she laughed kissing me as we walked out to the guys. She sat down as I sat next to her.

" you guys are just to cute" I shrugged.

" mostly her" she rolled her eyes as I laughed. After about an hour of talking we soon crawled into our own bunk that was just across from marks. I began to fall asleep as I felt Mari keep kissing my neck. I felt her starting to leave more bites down my neck. I grabbed her pulling her on top of me as we began to make out. It's been some time before this last happened. I pulled off her tank top grabbing her boobs. She pulled off my pants as we both got undressed. I got on top of her as I got in her and started going. I felt the curtain go back revealing Chris and Jay as they gasped covering there eyes.

" sorry. Didn't want to see that".

" it's fine. Goodnight guys. Now let us finish " they closed the curtains as Marina shrugged and laughed as I cut the laugh short by thrusting as she groaned. Soon both our bodies trembled as we reached. After that I flopped next to her not even bothering to cover our selves as we fell asleep.

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