Shes gone

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Sid's pov

I sat on the couch with all the guys and their wives/ girlfriends and sighed.

" where's Jay?"

" he's with Lindsey and Marina. They have news for us"

" Jay probably got her pregnant " Chris joked and I laughed.

" probably. "

-

The door opened soon enough and in walked Mari and Jay but no Lin.

" hey you guys" Jay said sadly

" Where's Lin?" Shawn asked. I'm sure we were all wondering that. All of a sudden Jay just bursted into tears. Mari helped him on the couch as he rested his head in his hands on his knees.

" Jay and Lindsey were in a car crash.. They hit on her side and sadly she wasn't able to make it but she said that she loved all of you guys" she said sadly. I leaned over and hugged Jay tightly. That really fucking sucks. I can't even image going through that. All we all can do is just be here for him till he can get back on his feet.

-1 year later-

Jays pov

It's been a year since I lost my girlfriend. I sighed looking at a picture of her. I've learned to deal with her not around but it still hurts. I was taking her to the park so I could ask her to marry me. I looked at the ring I bought her and sighed. Today I was gonna go visit here. Leave her some flowers. She was only 29 when she died.. Some lives just go way too soon. I got in the car and set the roses in the passenger seat and drove to the cemetery. I pulled up and got out and walked for awhile before seeing her grave.

Lindsey Anne Murphy

I set the roses down on her grave and sat down

-

After about an hour of sitting there talking to her and crying my eyes out because I missed her I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned to see a young looking girl with long silver hair and was wearing a sleeveless black dress that went down to about half way on her thighs. She wore high top vans that reminded me of Maris.

" hey are you ok?" She asked. She's British as her accent shined through. Her voice was beautiful. Very sweet and smooth.

" I'm doing a lot better. Just come to visit my girlfriend I lost in a car crash about a year ago."

" I'm sorry about your girlfriend. I lost my boyfriend to Brain cancer about 6 months ago. " I stood and hugged her.

" I'm sorry about your boyfriend. " she nodded sadly. I rubbed her back as she held onto the sides of my shirt. We broke the hug as I see a tear fall down her cheek. I wiped it with my thumb and softly smiled.

" I didn't catch your name. "

" oh sorry. I'm Ashley but I go by Ash most the time. " she smiled.

" I'm Jay. "

" just gonna ask, how old are you?" She asked softly.

" I just turned 30. " she smiled.

" I'm 28" I smiled.

" you look very beautiful. Do you wanna hang out?" I asked

" of course that will be nice. I'll just let my family know. " I nodded as we walked over the a grave.

" hey mom. Just letting you know I'm gonna hang out with Jay"

" ok. Be safe darling " she nodded as we walked to my car since she got a ride from her mom. I opened the door for her and she thanked me. I shut the door and got in my side of the car. My phone started ringing.

" oh sorry. Let me see what my friend wants real quick" she nodddd as I picked up.

" hey jay. We have all the guys at Shawns house and we were just gonna have a party. Wondering if you want to come. "

" well I'm actually hanging out with someone "

" they can come along! " I laughed and looked at her.

" do you wanna go to a party with some of my good friends? You don't have to. Just asking if you would like" I asked kinda feeling a bit bad.

" it sounds fun. " I smiled and nodded

" ok. She said she would like to go. I'll be there in 5 minutes. "

" She? We need to meet this she. See you there! " I shook my head.

" who is that talking. Them seem very excited" she laughed.

" That's Sid. He's a bit wild but yea. Don't worry about him. He has a wife and a cute little baby boy. " She nodded looking down as I started to drive

-

We walked up to shawns house as I knocked on the door. Soon Mari opened the door as see smiled hugging me.

" hey jay. Nice to see you. And who this?" She asked pointing to Ash.

" this is my friend, Ash. This is Marina but everyone calls her Mari. " she nodded and they shook hands. We walked in as Ash met everyone and we kinda just hung out.

Ash's pov

I sat on the couch next to Jay as he was talking about something to do with a band or something like that. I let my mind wonder till Marina walked over and smiled.

" how'd you guys meet?"

" we just met today actually. We were both at the cemetery. I was visiting my boyfriend who had past away 6 months ago from brain cancer and I just saw him crying at a grave. I went to comfor him and we kinda just kept talking. " she nodded.

" I'm sorry about your boyfriend. But I guess you might get that a lot. Well I wouldn't blame any guys that would want to talk to you, you are very pretty and you have a very nice accent. " I smiled

" thank you. You are too. " she seemed really sweet and pretty badass. I think his name was Sid and he walked up to Marina with a little boy. Oh he was so cute. Reminds me of my own daughter. I don't know how to tell Jay about her. She's only 4 and it was before James. I was going to college and one of my classmates didn't know what the word no ment so that's were Lynn came into the picture though I love her to death.

" Mommy! Her hair is silver!" He pointed as we laughed.

" yea it is. She does what mommy does. Remember mommy is blond but I put stuff in my hair to make it red. She does that but makes it silver" he nodded.

" what's your name?"

" I'm Ash. " I smiled.

" I'm Mark and I'm 6 years old. " he smiled holding the numbers up with his hands. Oh this kid is so adorable

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A/N

The outfit I made on the app polyvore and it's basically what Ash was wearing. If you have one I guess you could follow me at haileeskunk. I'll be featuring more of these in newer chapters so that's a thing and I do make them so if you so happen to like it please give credit if used. So I'll see you the next update day ✌🏻️🤘🏻

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