Random Thoughts

Friends

When you and your boyfriend broke up, at some point you want to save what you have before the relationship. Friendship.

When J and I broke up way back so many years ago, hindi namin na-save ang friendship. We never talked and greet each other for years. We have the same circle of friends, kaya kapag may trip o okasyon it's either ako ang present o siya. Never kaming nagsabay at nagsama.

But when I heard na meron s'yang ibang girlfriend, and nagkaroon ng okasyon, that's the very first time na nagkasabay kami, na pareho kaming present.

We talked like nothing happened, we can already talk about what went wrong kaya nauwi na hiwalayan ang relasyon namin. We talked about it like it was just like asking 'how are you' everyday.

Everything went fine for the past three years, not until last night. He's a f*cking jerk as$h0le.

I used kind and neutral words to save the friendship, but him being as$, it will take a lot of time again para maibalik sa dati ang lahat between the two of us.