Roller Coaster// Josh Dun Fanfic

SEVENTEEN

*Addison pov*

I knew Josh would run after me. I mean if he cared he would. Running, losing my breath what else was new. It started to rain. The water splashed under my feet. I ran into a part of the town I didn't really know. Grayson was the first person I saw when I turned the corner. He looked drunk. He looked disgusting. He turned around and looked at me. Smiling he walked over to me and hugged me. I let him.

"Hey baby I missed you. I am so sorry I didn't call I was just busy." He took his hand and placed it around my waist, kissing me roughly. I let him touch me. At this point I just didn't care. "Want some?" he showed me the bottle in his hand. It was probably something that would make me forget what was about to happen. I nodded my head and took the bottle, finishing what remained. It kicked in shortly after. He kept kissing me, touching me, telling me he loved me. I let him.

"Baby let's get out of here go do something fun." He stretched out the word fun. Was what I was about to do going to be fun? Was I going to regret it? He led me to an old building. Pulling a key out of his pocket he unlocked the door. We walked inside. A mattress laid in the corner. Broken glass scattered the floor. Grabbing my hand he led me to the mattress. He pushed me down onto the ground and pinned my wrists above my head I winced in pain when he traced his fingers over the clean cuts. After a while I was numb. The numbness spread throughout my body. I closed my eyes and kept them closed.

The first thing he did was take off my clothes. It was cold. His body was cold against mine. I felt tears in my eyes. Not yet. I couldn't cry yet. Josh didn't care because if he di I would be in my nice warm room. I wouldn't be here with Grayson. The rest of it I don't remember. I'm glad I don't remember it. All I know is I wasn't a virgin anymore.

*Josh pov*

Addi clearly didn't want me anymore. She walked with Grayson into an old building I waited for her. She never came out. I parked my car in the restaurant parking lot and stayed there the whole night. I waited for her some more. She didn't come out. Then someone finally came out. The sun had fallen and risen again. She was in there the entire day doing god knows what. I still waited. She came out wearing nothing but a small piece of cloth. It looked like a sheet cover. I ran out of my car and towards her. They was she walked made me believe she was drunk or at least was drunk. I went to grab her wrist and she swatted me away.

"No Josh don't touch me!" she yelled at me and then tears started streaming down her face. She looked like she hadn't slept at all. I picked the dragging cloth and traded it out with a blanket. She wrapped it around herself. I sighed. She looked like she had just been run over by a car. We walked to the car and got in. The drive was quiet. She didn't say anything and neither did I. when we got to her house no one was home. I unlocked the door and we walked in up to her room. She picked some clothes up off the floor and got dressed. Not caring that she was changing in front of me. Then again she was drunk. Once she was dressed I picked her up and put her in the bed. She soon fell asleep. I stayed and watched her. Making sure she didn't wake up and realize what had just happened. I was scared for her when she would wake up and instantly regret everything. I loved her with all my heart and she probably think I didn't care that she ran away. Of course I cared. I cared so much I started to cry I whispered one thing before pulling the covers up onto her body.

"I love you Addi. So much." I kissed the top of her head and walked out of the room. I went downstairs and got a glass of water. When I walked back upstairs she was sat up in bed with her knees to her chest. "What's wrong Addi?" I asked her placing the water on the table.

"I-I I'm not a virgin anymore." The truth was out and the words I never wanted to hear slipped from her lips.