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*Josh pov*


It was Addi's eighteenth birthday. I finally asked her out and she said yes. Loving her was one of the things in life that came easy to me. As I was kissing her I slid my hand under the back of her shirt. She let me. I touched her back and slid my hand farther up. I grabbed the clamp on her bra and unhooked it. She let me. I pulled off my shirt along with hers. She let me. Her back was against the bed and our chests were touching. I thought she would feel uncomfortable like this. As she pushed herself closer to me I realized she wasn't uncomfortable. She wanted it.

She was my everything and I was about to give her everything. I now knew she wasn't a virgin. That didn't matter. At that mattered was her. Kissing her with passion I unzipped her jeans. She moaned a little when I placed love bites down her neck to the bottom of her stomach. I came up and looked her in the eyes.

"Are you sure about this?" my biggest concern was making add feel like she wasn't in the exact same lace she was last night. I continued kissing down and finally I pulled off her jeans. She was almost fully naked. I kissed up her thigh until I reached the sweet spot placing kissing all along it. She let out a loud moan. I stopped and looked up at her again. "Your parents could come home any second Addi how about we do this another time?" I looked at her with hopeful eyes.

"Fine but only because you asked so nicely." She stood up and walked over to her closet discarding the dirty clothes into a pile while replacing them with new ones. She was wearing a short pink dress with white converse. I loved that even though she was girly she would always find a way to put her own unique self into how she looked. When she was finished changing she grabbed a clean shirt from my bag and threw it at me. Quickly I put it on and she grabbed my hand pulling me down the stairs.

When we reached the bottom Stephanie and her mom where waiting at the end with presents and a cake. Addi hugged her mom and then Stephanie. I think this was the first time they actually looked like they liked each other. Hand in hand we walked over to the couch and sat down. She grabbed the first present and began to rip the paper. Inside was a photo binder filled with old memories from when she was young. You could see a single tear fall from her eye. She stood up from the couch walked over hugged her mom and sat right back down even closer to me than she was before. The next present was from Stephanie. She opened the paper carefully. When she looked at it tears began spilling from her eyes. Inside was a box filled with little trinkets. I had no idea why she was crying, but they must have meant something really important. We ate breakfast and then it was time for me to give Addi my present. I walked upstairs without her noticing and grabbed the present. I really hope it wasn't too soon. What if she thought I was being silly? What if she thought I was stupid for getting it for her? Whatever she thought about it I didn't really care I thought it was a great present.

I walked back down the stairs and slid the small box in front of her. She looked at me with a confused look.

"What is this?" she grabbed the box off the table.

"Open it and find out." I smiled at her and she smiled back. She took the ribbon off carefully and opened the box. Inside was a ring. It wasn't a wedding ring. It was simply a promise ring. A promise that she would wait for me like I waited for her. I loved her with all my heart and I really hope that she would love me to. I looked up from the box and at her. "It's a promise ring. I really hope it isn't too soon." Her smile could light up a thousand skies. Her tears could fill a thousand seas. When she began to cry I was worried that she hated it.

"Josh I love it. Thank you so much." I took the ring out of the box and slid it on her finger. It fit perfectly. Now that we could kiss and not be hounded for it we did it. She pulled my face to her and placed a kiss on my lips. It was simple and sweet and it was everything I wanted. She was everything I wanted and now she was mine.


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