SERIOUS CHAPTER CONTAINS SUICIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chapter 62
*Tia’s POV*
My life has gone downhill from the beginning of all this. If I didn’t confess my attraction towards Nathan during college then none of this would have happened. Now it has been three days and no one has called texted or spoken to me. I am like a distant memory on the wall. Everyone hates me. Kerry hates me cos I have spoken to Conor and helped him get away. Nathan probably doesn’t even remember me and I don’t even know how he is cos no one has told me all the girls hate me for the same reason and the same with all the guys. And then there is Conor. He now probably hates me cos the police told me if I didn’t want to get into trouble I needed to write an accurate statement. Now Amelie is going to grow up with no father in her life and she would live the rest of her life with a mother who is a mess. I don’t want to put my baby girl through hell and I know that I will be a bad influence on her. I can’t stand life anymore. I have to get out I have to be free! Amelie is asleep in her cot. I creep in and see her sleeping softly. I kiss her “bye, bye gorgeous girl. Someone better will look after you now” I tell her and leave her room. I then make my way to the bathroom. I run a bath and as it runs I take off my clothes and all of my jewellery except the necklace Conor gave me on our date. When the bath finished running I turn off the taps and let my hair loose. I step in to the warm bath and lay there. Thinking. Thinking if this is the right thing to do. I start to cry as I think of everyone I am about to leave behind. My mum my dad my friends. I am never going to see Kerry again. The last time I spoke to her was on the phone. The last time I saw Nathan properly was when Conor assaulted him and I am never going to see the guys and girls again. Never ever going to see my little baby girl again. But this is what I deserve. I don’t deserve life. I sniff “goodbye world. I love you all” and with that I hold my breath put my head under the water. I fight the urge to get up and I stay there until my head starts to become light. I breathe in and start to choke on water. And with that my vision went blurry and……………………………………………….
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Friendship on the line
FanfictionKerry and Tia have been best friends since junior school. They are now both 18 and are taking musical productions at college. They say that nothing can break their friendship but what happens when newbie Nathan Sykes starts college? What happens whe...
