Fix a Heart

chapter twelve

CHAPTER TWELVE

"I think I should go talk to her." Val stood up from his seat looking at Anna from a distance.

She walked back to the table standing directly infront of Val. “Don’t you think you said quite enough today Val? Plus I don’t think she really wants to see you right now.” She crossed her arms.

She was really pissed at her friend, the way he acted with Zendaya, it was rude and she never tought he would be like that towards someone he clearly was intrested in.

He sighed being frustarted that everyone reminded him that he was the biggest of assholes right now but then again they had right to do that. “Yes I am aware of all of this but if someone would hurt your feelings wouldn’t you prefer for that person to go after you and try to fix things? Apologize?” He gave her intense look, the one who usally convince everyone about his rights.

They had little ‘battle’ for looks untill she sighed and dropped her arms. “Fine, just try not to screw this more than you already have.” She walked back to her seat.

Val looked at Marissa as a way of asking her if it was alright, she nodded her head not entirly sure but somehow she felt that this might be what Zendaya would want.

"I’ll be back." He said nodding at everyone and rushed off from the table.

Zendaya run out and grabbed for air like a person who was drowing, she felt big pain in her chest like someone literally stabbed her. She wasn’t sure where was all that reaction coming from, it seemed way to dramatical but what Val said and fact that he said that, it hurt so badly.

She leaned against the cold wall trying to hold her tears back but you could already see her eyes wattering. She whiped away one little tear that dropped down her cheek.

"He is not worth it, he is not worth it." She repeated to herself like it was some kind of mantra. She had to stay strong, she had been miserable for way too long, she wanted to be that confident and tough girl again full of life and joy.

But whenever she felt like she was slowly getting to that point life decided to throw rocks on her way again and she had to overcome again what made her weaker and weaker.

"Hey are you okay?" She heard someone’s voice.

She lift her head just to see some boy standing right infront of her. Boy as he was around her age, he had dirty blonde hair and blue eyes. He was quite good looking.

"Yeah I am fine." She said whiping last tear quickly, she wasn’t good in talking to strangers recently, actually right now she didn’t want to talk to anyone well maybe besides one person.

"Hmm not that I am being noisy but people who are fine don’t cry." He stepped closer to her.

"It’s really fine, I had something in my eye." The lamiest of all excuse but it’s worth a try after all.

The guy just nodded like he believed her, that made her realize that Val would never believe in bullshit like that. He would probably annoy her to the point she would tell him everything, that’s why she liked him so much, cause he cared at least used too and that’s when another tear rolled down her cheek.

"Okay, okay listen I have an apartment near here, we can go there you will calm down I will make you something to drink, listen to you." The way he was saying those things, like it was some cheesy movie and Zendaya knew his motivation wasn’t pure. 

"No thank you." She said looking away trying to make impression she was waiting for someone.

"Oh come on don’t make me beg you." He took another step and now she was trapped between wall and this guy, guy that she didn’t like at all. "We will have a lot of fun." He smirked.