Eyes on You

Eyes on You 21

-Recap-

Well, I finally got Matt. Let me list my problems :

1.     How to tell those three.

2.     I hope I will get more of the visions. I really want to know about her life.

3.     Matt’s problems.

4.     Who is my donor?

5.     What Logan and Ryan were talking about . . .

Ughh . . . It could wait. I just wanted to sleep.

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I fell asleep so fast after that. Maybe it was because I was pretty tired of the previous events, even though I was so happy. I could feel that I was floating with happiness. But, that still couldn’t hold back my dream as the girl again. But this time, I am so eager to know what the dream will tell me.

This time, I am not reading her diary again. I was walking down the street and went inside a school. I couldn’t make out the detail. When I was walking on the school ground, everyone was saying hi to me. Obviously, she was one of the ‘it’ girl. All the geeks, jocks, cheerleaders were talking to her. So, she was the angel of the school.

Once I was free, someone was hugging me from behind. Both of them were there. The one that hugging me looked deep into my eyes, but he didn’t make my heart beating faster. He smiled at me and I couldn’t help but smiled back. I looked at the other boy and he was looking at us with brooding expression. When I looked at his expression, my heart was beating faster.

I removed my gaze from him and then looked at the boy who hugged me. Who are you? I asked the question in my mind. When he was almost kissing me, the whole scene was spinning around.

The scene changed. I fell down into the girl’s room again. I still remember the shape of her room. There weren’t many changes, except that the bed was getting bigger. The decoration was still girlie, but there were some hunk posters here and there. She wasn’t a clean freak, judging from the amount of scattered CDs and magazines. But, she wasn’t that bad too. Here were a lot of pictures here and there. But like always, when it came to the face, it was a bit blurry. I wondered why?

I felt like I was Alice in Wonderland.

I sighed to myself and waited for ‘her’ to do something with my body. She made my body walking to her desk. Again? Maybe she wanted to show me her diary again? I looked at her desk. What the heck? There were a lot of junks. Ugh – I started to remove some of her things and then finally, I found a letter. I didn’t find any names on the envelope, but then I opened it without a second thought.

Hey…

I want to tell you that I love you. It’s not him that I love. But you! It’s always you. He can’t make my heart beat faster like you. Yes, I know. I know that he’s such a sweetheart, but what can I do? I can’t just switch off my feeling for you and turn it over to him. Please tell me what do you think of me? I want a chance for both of us.

If you say no, then I will let you go. I will wait for you at the tree house. Tomorrow at eleven a.m. If you are not coming, then . . . there’s nothing that I can do, except to let you go and I won’t bother you anymore.

Love,

S.M.

I looked at this letter and speechless. She gave him an ultimatum? What would he do? Would he come? Or . . . ? Just like before, the room was swirling around and then I was alone in a dark room. It made me wake up with a suffocated feeling. I tried to sit up and drank some water to refresh my dry throat.