Moving... To Denmark?!

That OMG Day.

The snow is going away, but there is still half a foot left. Today Benjamin and I are going for a walk. I'm wearing blue skinny jeans, black UGGS with bows in the back, an oversized white sweater, my black North Face and a grey beanie. I put on some MAC mascara, blush and lip glass. I grab my phone and put on a blush teddy bear case and leave.

Earlier Benjamin just told me to just come in, so I do. I go into his living room and see something I didn't expect. Benjamin is kissing Julie Wargo. Tears form in my eyes and my mouth trembles. His hands are on Julie's shoulders, and his eyes are wide open. When Julie lets go, Benjamin looks at me.

"Jessica, I can explain!" Ben says.

I don't say anything and run out of the house. Benjamin yells something at Julie and starts chasing me. I run faster and faster until I can't see Benjamin anymore. I run to the park. I go and climb up a tree and sit there, looking at my phone. It's a picture of Benjamin and I sitting at a Starbucks and he is kissing my forehead. I start crying. I hear footsteps and look down, it's Benjamin. He looks up and see's me. I look away.

"Jessica. If you don't come down, I'm coming up." He tells me.

I ignore Ben. He starts climbing. I look at my lap so Benjamin can't see me. He sits in front of me and holds my hand. I pull it away.

"Let me tell you what happened. Please." He says.

I keep looking down. Ben lifts my head with his fingers and looks at me.

"Have you been crying? Your eyes are so red." Ben says.

I at the pond in the park. It's frozen and children are playing on it.

"When you walked in, Julie was there for 5 minutes. She still likes me, but I think of her as a friend. She started kissing me and I was pushing her away, but she didn't let go. I was pushing her then she finally stopped. I don't like her. I like you. Do you believe me?" Ben asks.

I look at him and Ben wipes a tear off my cheek with his thumb.

"I believe you." I say.

Benjamin and I smile. He moves closer, but then the part of the part of the branch he was sitting on breaks. I grab Benjamin's arm and he is hanging there. He's looking at me and I pull him up. I put him in front of me and he has a scared look on his face. Benjamin looks me in the eye and wraps his arms around me. I wrap my arms around him and put my head on his shoulder with my face facing his head. Ben is sweating with fear, but I can still smell his Calvin Klien cologne.

I don't understand how he is warm, he's only wearing jeans, sneakers, a t-shirt and a sweatshirt. Benjamin holds me tighter and I feel one of his tears go down my neck. I give him a long kiss on the cheek and put my head back where it was.

"I could've died." Ben quietly says.

"I don't want to think about that." I whisper.

Benjamin lifts my legs and puts them over his, then puts his arms back around my waist and buries his head in my shoulder. It starts snowing, but we stay exactly where we are. 5 minutes later, Benjamin looks at me.

"You look really pretty right now." Benjamin says.

I smile and blush. He runs his fingers through my hair, then puts his hand on my cheek. His hands are freezing. I grab them and put his and my hands in my jacket pocket. I rub his hands with my thumbs and it starts snowing a little harder. I put my forehead against Ben's and his face is cold, too.

"You're freezing." I whisper.

"You're keeping me warm." Benjamin says as he smiles.

He holds my hands in my pocket. Benjamin takes a hand out of my pocket and grabs his phone.

"Smile." He says.

I close-mouth smiled and Ben took a picture of me.

"What was that for?" I ask.

"You look so beautiful, I just want to remember this moment forever." Benjamin says.

 Ben puts his phone back and his hand shivers. I grab it and put it back in my pocket. He holds my hands tight. We look each other in the eyes, and then Benjamin's eyes get really wide, and he smiles.

"I got something for you." He says.

He reaches in his back pocket and pulls out a little black box and hands it to me. I open it and in there is a beautiful, silver infinite necklace with diamonds on it. I smile and put it on. Benjamin wraps his cold arms around my waist and I put my arms around his neck. Benjamin then kisses my nose. I giggle and put my forehead against his. Ben's cheeks, ears and cute little nose are red from the cold. I put his hood up to keep him warm. He smirks and puts his hands back in my pocket.

It continues to snow, and Ben and I don't leave. I move his head closer to mine and put my hands in my pockets along with Ben's.

"Are you sure you don't wa.." I start to say.

"Yes. We leave when you want to leave, princess." Benjamin says.

"I never want to leave. This is perfect." I whisper.

"Then we don't leave." Ben whispers.

He kisses my cheek and puts his forehead back on mine. I give Ben an escimo kiss to warm his nose. He rubs my hands and then intertwines his fingers with mine. Ben's hands warm up a little, so he takes them out of my pocket. I do the same, then I kiss his forehead. Benjamin puts his hands on my rosy cheeks and rubs his thumbs on them.

I put my hands in Benjamin's hood and rub the back off his hair. It's soft and fluffy.

"I'm getting chilly, lets go back to my house." I say.

"Ok." Ben says.

We climb down and walk back to my house, holding hands. When we get to my house, we make hot chocolate and turn the heat on. We watch a movie in my room area. I lay down with my head in Benjamin's lap and we are both wrapped in blankets. Ben is rubbing my shoulder. When the movie is over, I sit up and look at Benjamin. His face is no longer red, and his hands are nice and warm. I hold his hands and look at him in the eyes.

Benjamin moves closer to me ad wraps his arms around my shoulders and puts my head on his shoulder. Benjamin is looking at me, and I look out the window. He kisses me forehead. I cuddle up closer to Benjamin and take a deep breath. I can still smell Ben's cologne. I take a sip of my hot cocoa,then put another blanket over Benjamin and I. Snickers is laying in her doggy bed, sleeping. I look at Ben and he looks at me. I then wrest my head on his chest and listen to his heartbeat.

"Are there any snowboard hills around here?" I ask.

"Um... yeah. There is one a few miles away. why?" Ben asks.

"I snowboard. Do you?"

"No."

"I can teach you if you want. It's really easy."

"Ok. We can have my mom drop us off there tomorrow if you want."

"Sounds good." I say.