I Don't Care If It Will Break My Heart.

If You Let Me Inside, I Won't Hold Back This Time.

Chris pulled me towards him, wrapping his arms around my waist and resting his cheek against my stomach. I rested my arms on his shoulders, one of my hands messing with his hair.

"I'm sorry," he said, his voice sounding hurt. "I'm just afraid..."

"Afraid of what?" I asked after he trailed off.

He took in a sharp breath. "That you'll leave me. Everyone always leaves."

I closed my eyes, almost wanting to cry. I don't know why he felt like that.

"I'm not going anywhere Chris," I said honestly. "You're all I want."

I felt his head move so I looked back down at him. He was staring up at me. He started to pull me closer to him, so I had to spread my legs and straddle him. I sat down onto his lap and one hand went to my cheek and he leaned toward me, kissing me softly.

"I love you," he said, resting his forehead against mine, his hand still on my cheek.

"I love you, too," I said before his lips pushed against mine again.

He didn't break our kiss after a while, oh no, but kissed me a little harder, pulling me right up against his chest and rolling so I was laying on the bed and he was on top of me. He licked my bottom lip and I opened my mouth slightly, letting him explore it. His hand went to my shirt and he started to unbutton it from the bottom up, kissing down to my neck.

He kissed right under my ear, causing a slight moan to escape my lip. It was my sweet spot. My hands went to his head, running my fingers through it and I pulled slightly. He groaned and bit down on my neck. I moan a little louder.

"Finally," I said under my breath. I felt Chris smile against my collarbone.

"Yet is finally now baby. Are you sure you're ready for it?" His voice was full of lust and seduction, I couldn't give him an answer, I just pulled him back to me and kissed him roughly. He got the message.

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"Was it always like that?" Chris asked as I traced the tattoos on his chest with my finger. I shook my head.

"I don't remember it feeling like that," I said truthfully. He smiled.

"Me neither."

After a few moments, his smile faded and he tensed, making me frown. I loved his smile.

"I'm sorry Kari," he said. I rose a confused eyebrow. "For what I said. I know you love me. I just got caught up in the moment and I didn't think before I said it."

"I know, I forgive you," I said, leaning up and kissing him. "Just, don't say that again. That killed me."

He shook his head. "I won't." He wrapped his arms around me tightly. "I'm just so scared of losing you."

I grinned, a little, slightly annoying pet name popping into my head. "Boo boo," I said, and he rose an eyebrow. "I'm never gonna leave you."

His smile came back to his face, and I thought I was going to pass out. "Why are you so beautiful?" I blushed and turned my head away from him, a big cheesy grin spreading across my face. He grabbed my chin and made me look at him. "I love you baby."

"I love you too," I said, still smiling. He kissed me softly. I could get used to this.