I know she'll kill me when she wakes up tomorrow and found out that i brought her here in my place instead of Bea's condo and that she's laying in my bed next to me. But for now, i will savor the moment, the feel of her in close distance. I have to be with her, i want to have her so i can forget about her but i can't take advantage of a drunk woman almost naked beside me. I want her sober, i want her to feel every inch of me inside her and when i'm done with her, she will be just like those every other girl i slept with.
She's pretty even on her sleep, steady breathing while her mouth is partially open. I can't fight the urge to kiss her, that lips are inviting. I lean forward and bit her lips and then kiss her, i can taste alcohol mixed with mint. I deepened the kiss and felt her respond. I let my hands roam over her body, went to her breast and massages it on top of her dress, she's not wearing anything under her dress. It was all natural, soft and perky breast. As if my hands have a mind of its own, it went south and under her dress, i felt a silk clothing covering her warmth. I'm having a hard-on and i don't know if i can still stop when she murmured Jovee as if a cold water was poured over me, i froze and stop whatever it is I am doing.
Cold realization, she thinks i'm someone else. Who the F is Jovee? Is he her ex, the one who left her? How can she think of him when i was the one whose pleasuring her. Does he kiss her the same way i kiss her? Touch her the same way i do? I get up and went to the bathroom because i need a cold shower, to let out my steam not because of a raging hard-on but because someone else is on her subconscious mind when I'm about to f*ck her.
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Ang sakit ng ulo ko! Ang dami kong nainom kagabi. Hindi ko na alam kung paano pa kami nakauwe ni Bei, naalala kong nakita ko si Kiefer kagabi. Pero hindi ko maalala kung nagusap ba kami o hindi. O baka lasing na ako at akala ko nandun siya. Gusto ko sanang imulat yung mata ko pero mas gusto ko pang matulog. Ang bigat na nga ng ulo ko pati katawan ko ang bigat rin. Babangon na sana ako ng di ako makagalaw may nakaharang sa katawan ko kaya kinabahan ako. Minulat ko yung mata ko at nakita kong hindi ito ang bahay ni Bei. Nasaan ako. Nakidnap ba ako? Sobrang nerbyos ko kala ko nakatali ako. Tinignan ko yung katawan ko at nagulat ako na may nakahubad at nakayakap na kalahating katawan ng lalaki sa ibabaw ko. Wala na akong ibang naisip gawin kung di sumigaw at hatawin yung lalaki.
Wahhhhhhh rapist, manyak. Sigaw ko habang tinutulak yung lalaki. Sobrang bigat ng kamay at binti niya na di ako makatakas.
Can you please shut up and let me sleep? Galit na sabi nito. Pamilyar yung boses niya kaya napatingin ako.
Kiefer? tanong ko dito. Nakadikit kasi yung ulo nya sa ma bandang leeg ko kaya di ako sigurado.
Yes. Can we go back to sleep babe? I'm tired and sleepy. Sabi niya sa akin at bigla akong niyakap ako ng mahigpit lalo. Sa sobrang dikit ng mukha niya nararamdaman ko yung hininga niya sa leeg ko. Baka kala nito ako yung girlfriend niya kasi babe daw.
Kiefer, pwede ka bang umusog. Pakiusap ko sa kanya. May nangyari ba sa amin? Hindi ko maalala. Hindi pa rin siya gumagalaw Kiefer tawag ko ulit sa kanya
Hmmmm? Sabi niya lang. Ano bang gagawin ko dito. Nagulat ako ng bigla niyang halikan yun leeg ko.
Kieeefeeerrr. Umungol ba ako o sumigaw? Di ko na rin naramdaman bigla naman niya kong hinalikan sa labi na muli kong ikinagulat. Pinipilit ko pa rin siyang itulak pero habang lumalalim yung halik niya para akong nanghina at wala na akong nagawa kundi sagutin yung mga halik niya. Kumalas siya sa halikan namin at napansin kong nakapikit pa rin siya. Bigla siyang nagsalita Trixie bigla naman akong parang nagising sa isang panaginip.
Hindi pala ako yung hinahalikan ni Kiefer. Kala pala niya ako yung girlfriend niya. Hindi ko maiwasang makaramdam ng sakit. Binigay ko ng lahat ng kaya kong lakas para maitulak siya. Kiefer, please bitawan mo ko. Muli kong pakiusap sa kanya.
