Hate That I Love You

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(Jesy)

I couldnt believe me and Ashton are slowly getting along. Since we left Luke and Leigh alone all we did was talk and get to know each other. Let me tell you this,his seriously one of the greatest guy you'll meet. Now its making me fall harder for him...

I think its a bad thing. We seriously cant be together... The girls hate him and his friends hate us.

And he doenst like me back so... That doesnt matters. Its just my feelings are killing me. I just have to hide it more.

"So your telling me,Michael and Luke doesnt like each other before. Wow,glad they got along." I said.

Ashton nods at me. "Yup... It was a surprise they got along. Me and Calum never thought they will but expect the unexpected I guess." He shrugged.

"What made you guys start a band? Me and the girls are just fond and in love with singing since were in grade 5." I said picking a chips.

"Well when Luke and Michael got along. They became best friends. Michael decided that we form as a band. At first I was at doubt but we start loving what we do... And that is how 5 Seconds Of Summer is born." He said.

I laugh a little. "Why did you guys called yourselves 5 Seconds of Summer? You could have been winter or spring. Then maybe 10 seconds..." I question.

He rolled his eye at me. "Then why do u call yourselves Little Mix? You could have been Big Mix,Medium Size Mix maybe. Or maybe a playlist."

I nod at him. "Fairpoint..."

"And it was Michael's idea. He said that the teacher may think were being mathematical. But that never works.."

We continue talking and there was one of his joke I laugh so hard. We were laughing hard my stomach side almost hurt...

When I finished laughing I start staring at his eyes. Well I didnt know I was staring... I didnt even know were leaning in.

Until...

Jesy! snap out of your trance... You cant kiss him!

I moved away quickly. He was shock at first but then he looks panic.

"Oh my god... Jesy Im so sorry. I didnt mean to." He said.

"Uh,." i was speechless. I almosted kiss him. I almost kissed Ashton Fletcher Irwin...

"Im really sorry Jesy... Please dont get mad at me. I didnt mean to. I dont know what came over to me..."

"No no... Its okay. You didnt mean it,.." I said.

"Are you not mad at me?" He asked.

"Yup.."

"You sure?" I nod.

We try to start a conversation but it became really awkward.

(Leigh-Anne)

*after Jesy and Ashton left the room*

Me and Luke look at each other. Neither of us dont know what to say.

We stared at each other for a minute until Luke has decided to end the silence.

"Leigh-Anne,you didnt have to tell them about our past." He said. "It doesnt matters anymore,right? Its just in the past and whatever we have back then wasnt important..."

I look at him in disbelief. He did not just say that... Wait,he fucking did! "What do you mean not important!? Luke you were my bestfriend. Your my first friend. I love you and care for you. But what!? You ditched me to be with them... You start not caring about me. Your forget about me... Dont you know how much that hurts?" I cried. I literally cry. Tears were blurring my vision but I saw Luke face went soft.

"Leigh,I... Im sorry."He said softly. It was almost like a whisper.

"No Luke... Dont you know how much you've put me thru? I start self harming because of you. I start having an eating disorder. I thought I wasnt good enough for you,thats why you left me. Cause im always not good enoug for anyone..." I said crying.

He went to me and wrap his arms around me. He start calming me down by rubbing my back.

"Leigh-Anne,Im so sorry. I know that leaving you for them was wrong but i still did. I dont want them to make fun of me because Im bestfriends with a girl. I know that wasnt right explanation but believe me,I wanted you back so bad when I realize that I just lost someone so important to me. Without you Im a broken pieces,you complete me Leigh-Anne. Your my bestfriend..." he said.

"I dont know if i can trust you Luke." I said sniffling after.

"Please Leigh. I really wanna be friends with you again. Please... Im really sorry." he begged.

"Okay,.. Just promise me one thing."

"What is it?" He asked lifting his head.

"Promise not to leave me anymore. Even if its because of the boys..." I know Im sounding selfish right now. But you cant blame me. He did left me for them before and he can do it again.

"I promise..." he said. I smiled and he also did. We cuddle and just start watching TV.

Oh my god... Leigh-Anne and Luke are friends again!! Woohoo... But do you think Luke can fulfill his promise tho? Or would he end up breaking it...

Jesy and Ashton almost kissing!? Oh god,they felt so awkward after. Will they be awkward when the tour once again start... I dont really know...

Just kidding i definitely know... But i dont wanna spoil it,huh?

Anyways hoped you like that!! Vote/comment if you did.

Love ya as always!!