Hate That I Love You

(35)

(Leigh-Anne)

"So,what do you wanna talk about?" Jade said from beside Michael.

We're all here,well the LM and 5SOS group,in the back lounge of the bus. Or what the boys like to call it #Gusbus. Me and Luke are gonna announce were dating,for real this time.

"Ohh... The Vamps is o--" I cut Perrie off.

"Shut up Pezza... We're not gonna talk about The Vamps today so sit down there and shut up." I might sound rude but she's okay with it.

"Oh okay..." She said pouting then flopping down on Calum's lap.

He groaned. "Ohh.. That hurts Perrie."

"What hurts?" Perrie ask completely oblivious.

"My fudging balls!" He whined.

"Oh.." She started to blush and we all laugh.

"So what were you gonna tell us? Huh,Leigh-Anne and Luke?" Michael said smirking at us like he knows what's up. His sure one pretty smart boy.

"Uh so you all know me and Leigh-Anne are best friends and we hate each other before but we didn't really hate each other but we became friends then--"

"Luke cut off the speech. Just tell us.." Jesy said cutting Luke's ramble.

We look at each other. "We're dating!" We said in unison turning back to them.

They all gasped and the girls start hugging me. Telling me how happy they are for me. I'm glad they accepted it.

(Jesy)

I feel happy for Leigh-Anne. She got Luke. Well I'm happy for the girls since all of them have found their boys. Well they didn't found it but they had it.

"Well guess I'm the only single in the group." I said forcing a smile. It hurts faking a smile,they think your happy but your not. Well it really hurts faking a smile,literally.

"Don't forget about me. I'm single too." Ashton said. Oh yeah,him.

"Well it seems like you and Yuri are getting it on. You won't be single for so long." I said,still keeping the fake smile.

"Yeah.." He said trailing off.

We sat there in silence and just mind our own business. I saw Ashton in his phone smiling like an idiot.

"Who are you texting bro?" Luke ask then look over at his phone. He then start smirking at Ashton. "Texting Yuri,aye?"

"Shut up Luke. Mind your own business!" Ashton said with a glare but still smiling

Wow... He really does like Yuri. Just by texting her makes him happy. Guess I really have no chance. After this tour,which is now gonna end in two months,I'm gonna forget about my feelings for Ashton. Try to make it fade... I know it's gonna be hard.

(Yup.. Two months left... Let's pretend,okay?)

(Ashton)

I was really texting Yuri. It's about Jesy actually... Now everyone still thinks I like Yuri. Except for Michael and Jade,I told Michael about it and made him promise he won't tell anyone. Guess he just can't shut up.

"Shut up Luke. Mind your own business!" I glare with a smile.

"Whatever Ashy..." He said rolling his eyes.

"Aaww Ashy? That nickname is so cute." Perrie cooed.

"Why won't you court Yuri? If you like her.." Calum said.

Shit. I haven't think of an excuse for that. Think Ashton think... Now I sound like Katniss. And Katniss' a girl for god sakes!

"Uhm... I wanna take it slow since we're all busy." I said.

"Oh okay... I knew you would be the 'take it slow' type." Calum said.

"I bet you guys Ashton and Yuri wouldn't be together..." Michael said.

"And why is that?" I ask keeping my tone voice normal but with my eyes I'm warning him not to tell anyone.

"You two just wont.." He shrug smiling at me.

"Give us a real reason." Perrie rolled her eyes.

"Distance... The tour just have 2 months left and she lives in US. She'll still be touring with her crews since she's a dancer." He answered.

I mentally sigh in relief that Michael didn't tell that I actually don't like Yuri. Or else I'll be dead. Not really but still...

"Oh yeah... Can you handle LDR?" Luke ask.

"What's LDR?"

"Long Distance Relationship! Gosh Ashton,do you live under a rock?" He gushed.

(That wasn't suppose to be offensive)

"Oh sorry... Well if the girl is worth it then I can handle it. I love her and she loves me. Our bodies might be far away from each other but our hearts isn't." Gosh where did I found all those words?

"Ashton... That was so deep." Jade said.

"Yeah.. Where did you get all of that?" Jesy ask.

"I don't know... They just came in my mind." I shrug.

"So you will court Yuri?" Leigh-Anne ask.

"I don't know..."

That wasn't the best way to end the chapter but I'm out of ideas. I feel like the world is spinning around me and I think I'm gonna puke... Eeww?

I just don't feel well...😢😖🤒

Sorry for the short update. I'm having a writers block! But I'll do all my best to gather ideas...😄

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