Hate That I Love You

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(Jesy)

I was busy ,or maybe bored,of scrolling down and liking post on Facebook. (definitely I just put my life there) I'm so bored and the girls are with their boy friends,while mine is annoyingly not asking me out.

Just as if Ashton read or heard me,my phone ring and I saw his the one calling. "Hey Ashy!" I said.

"Hey baby... Dress up. Were going to the Fare at town." He said.

"What make you think I'm going with you?" I said with a smirk but it fade when I remember he couldn't see me. 

"Because you love me." And that doesn't even sounds like a question.

"Getting cocky in there,huh?" 

"Yeah,pretty much. But it's the truth,right?" I said a yes. "Now get ready cause I'm on my way."

"What!?" I yelled at the phone. "That doesn't give me enough time to get ready." I complained.

"It doesn't?"

"Yes...I'm gonna hang up now. See ya later.." I didn't gave him time to reply cause I hang up instantly.

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I hop in Ashton's car while glaring at him. He just gave me a playful smile. "What's with the glare?"

"You just ask me out in the last minute. I didn't enough time to get ready and that's why I probably look horrible." I said annoyed.

"Awww babe don't say that. Your beautiful just the way you are. I still be proud to take you out even if your face was covered in mud." I wanted to smile at his sweet remark but I kept my annoyed look.

"Your just saying that cause I'm your girl friend.." 

"Maybe.." I glared at him more and groan rolling my eyes at him. "Sorry." I heard him mumble. 

The ride to the Fare was quite. The only noise heard was the music from the radio. I don't know why I'm so annoyed of him,I'm not even on my period. It's maybe because I feel ugly when I'm with him. No he doesn't say I'm ugly or something but his too perfect for me. His perfect I'm not and it doesn't make sense why he would love someone like me. I'm not worth it for him or anybody.

He stop the car and I look out seeing we've arrived. I heard him sigh and he held my hands. "Jesy look at me..." I hesitantly look at him.

"Look,I'm sorry if I made you mad. I didn't mean to. I was just joking but I guess I shouldn't have said that." He apologized.

I gave him a small smile. "It's okay.. I was just overreacting I guess."

"No your not."

"Yes I am. I was just having a bad day." I said.

"Then that's why I'm here to turn your bad day to the greatest day ever." He said with the biggest smile showing that adorable dimples of his. I giggle and poked it making him giggle too. Gosh,his giggle are adorable. I could listen to it all day. "Now let's get out of this car." I agreed and we walk out the car.

It was a fun day. Ash won me a teddy bear,we rode rides together. I was a laughing fit when Ashton start screaming like a teenage girl on the roller coaster. I teased him about it and he kept pouting telling me to stop. We took pictures of us in a photo booth. We done silly faces and one was when our lips are together... If you saw the pic,you can see my blush.

Now it's dark and were sitting on a bench under a tree. Sharing cotton candies and I was hugging,Ashy,yeah I called him by the nickname I use on Ashton.

I saw a sign saying theres gonna be a fireworks display at 8:00 pm so Ash look for a perfect spot to watch it. Now were waiting till 8. 

"Uhm Jesy..." Ashton said tearing my eyes from the stars. His eyes pierce thru my soul making me feel weird. Not a bad kind of weird but I never felt this feeling before. 

"Yes?"

He stared at me then sigh. What is he gonna fucking do? He was pulling something from his back pocket...

Oh shit... What if it's a knife and his gonna kill me then throw me at a nearby forest? Abort mission..abort...abort mission! There's no fucking mission but abort!

But I felt relief,surprise,nervous,when he pulled out two pairs of rings. I'm having mix emotions and he hasn't said anything yet. 

"Don't worry I'm not gonna propose.." He joke but I know he feels nervous too. "Uhm I don't know where to start but Jesy,I really love you. I know your insecure but believe me when I say this,your perfect... Jesy,your the most amazing I've ever met and I feel so lucky to have you. I know you need someone to remind you that everyday because you don't see how perfect and amazing you are. So I gave this promise ring to you cause I promise that I will always be by your side and loving you. Pointing out that your flaws are part of who you are but you shouldn't be ashamed of them. I promise to teach you to embrace it. Teach you to love yourself and see how perfectly imperfect you are cause you don't just deserve it but also because it's what true... Now may you give me the honor to slip this promise ring and fulfill all my promises to you?" I nod tears in my eyes. He smiled then slip the finger on my finger,hugging me after.

"Your so cheesy but sweet at the same time." I said at the hug. "But promise me you'll love our baby too?"

He pull away from the hug with a look of surprise. "Your pregnant!?" 

I playfully hit him. "No dummy... I mean,love Ashy too." I said referring the teddy bear he won me. 

He laugh then nod. "Of course I will love him too." 

"But seriously Ashton... I love you so much."

"I love you too..." Then we kissed the fireworks in the background.

Oh my glob... I hate to admit this but I like what I did in here. Woohoo..double update my loves.. I just feel motivated and ideas came popping in my mind...

Hoped you like that semi-fluff and sorry if Ash speech sucks cause I'm not good at making speeches... Vote/comment!

Love ya my little peach!