Hate That I Love You

(30)

(Ashton)

I lied about liking Yuri. I don't like her like that,she's just a friend to me. She's also the only one that knows about my feelings for Jesy.

I meet Yuri at the lounge of the hotel. "Hey Yuyu.." I said greeting her with the nickname she hates.

"Hey Ash. How many times do I have to tell you not call me that?" She said crossing her arms.

(Btw Yuri is Lauren Jauregui... God I forgot how to spell her last name. Feel free to correct me)

"But I like that nickname." I said laughing.

"Well I don't... Now what do you want to talk about? I was so busy watching SpongeBob." She said. I laugh at her childishness and started.

"It's about Jesy..."

She squealed. "Did you finally propose to her? Huh!?" She said excitedly.

"Woah woah... No I didn't. Propose? Yuri,we aren't even in a relationship yet. She doesn't even know about my feelings for her." I said calming her.

"Then what is it? God,you made me excited for nothing." She flip her black hair.

"I didn't told you to be excited. It's pretty serious tho... I hope you wouldn't get mad at me." She gave me a look.

"Just tell me what it is." She said firmly.

"So I might have told Jesy,Calum,and Perrie that I like you. As in like like you." I said.

Her mouth gaped and she has wide eyes. She drop the lollipop shes been chewing on. "What!?" She yelled.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know what I was thinking." I said.

She hit me over and over. "Are you trying to ruin my fave otp!? Huh... Please tell me your joking." She said desperately.

"I'm not joking Yuri. I'm so sorry..." I said. She hold a finger on me and sit down at the sit behind her. She calm herself down and face me.

"Now Ashton,you have to fix this. Or else I would."

"Yuri,you wouldn't." I said trying to read her.

"I would if you will not grow balls. Now you go tell her the truth or I would." She said pointing a finger at me.

"But I can't. I was gonna tell her this morning but I chicken out and tell her I like you instead."

She rolled her eyes at me. "Ash you are so dumb. Why would you?"

"I was nervous,okay? What if she hates me again? What if she feels awkward towards me and doesn't talk with me anymore? What if she--"

"What if she likes you back then the two of you will have a happy ending... Yay!" She said cutting my lines of 'what if'.

"That's too impossible Yuri. She hates me before who can she likes me just like that?" I said sadly.

"What if she actually secretly loves you. Jade and Michael did pretend to hate each other when the truth is,they actually like her back." I shake my head no.

"We are different from them. We're not them and I'm not like Michael who has a lot of confident."

"Yeah,Michael has balls unlike you." She laugh.

I playfully glare at her. But actually I'm thankful since she's trying to lighten the mood.

"I have balls too. Just not as big as Michael's." I said faking a sad smile.

"I bet your balls is only 3 inches." She laugh causing attention on us.

"God Yuri there's little children here." I said noticing a mom covering her child's ears glaring at Yuri.

"Whatever... Anyways I have to go back to our room. The girls waiting for me. They wanted me to have a slumber party with them." She said rolling her eyes at her phone. "They're to girly I swear. But bye Ashy Pashy..." She said hugging me.

"Bye Yuyu..." I said giggling.

"Call me that one more time I swear... But please Ash,stop being a coward and just tell Jesy. I wanted my #1 otp to happen." And she walk away waving at me and entering the elevator. I sigh and turn around facing Jesy.

"What the fudge Jesy! You gave me a heart attack." I said hands on my chest.

"I see you getting in there with Yuri,huh? She's a pretty girl. You server her." She said smiling.

I nod smiling back at her. "What you doin' down here by the way?"

"Luke sent me here saying he cook lunch with the food Melissa sent. Let's go?" I nod following her.

I really hope she'll be mine soon. I hope I'll just stop being a coward and tell her soon.

Cause I want her to be mine...

Woohoo... Double update and were on the 30th chapter... I'm gonna cry and throw confetti's and sparkling glitters... Everyone loves those!

Hoped you like that... Vote/comment lovelies!!

Love ya all!!

Question: what band do u love aside from 5SOS and Little Mix?

Answer: I love 1D to bits and also Fifth Harmony (Lauren's ma queen) and The Vamps cause baby Connor just so cute I just can't... And I love their songs!!