Hate That I Love You

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(Jade)

After what happened this afternoon,Perrie and I didn't even talk or look at each other. I couldn't look at her cause if I did I'm sure I'll just start crying.

She's my best friend. I love her and she loves me too. I thought she's the one that's gonna accept me and Michael first but boy I was wrong. She hurt my feelings by saying all of those to me. It hurts knowing the one you thought that will always be there for you,turn her back at me.

I'm now at my bunk,the curtains close. Im trying to sleep but I can't. There's a lot in my mind right now... Everything that's happening is giving me a headache. I really need someone...

Just then the curtain of my bunk got pulled open. I pretend to sleep,closing my eyes. "Jade,I know your not sleeping yet."

I open my eyes and saw my beautiful boyfriend. His green eyes shining bright at the dark. "Oh hey babe,what's up?"

"Don't go gangsta on me. Your suppose to be just cute and sweet." He said and I giggle.

"Okay... What do you need?"

"Can I sleep with you?" My eyes widen. Wait what did he just said. He must have notice the shock in my eyes. "Jadey,not like that. I mean right beside each other. In the same bed." He said laughing quietly.

"Oh.. Sorry.." I mumble blushing a bright red. Thank god it's a little dark here,wish he wouldn't notice my cheeks.

"But can I?" He ask.

"The bed is too small for us. How can we fit here?"

He climb in since this is a top bunk and pull me close to his chest. He lay on the bed and he laid my head on his chest,me on top of him. My legs dangling with his.

I giggle,putting both my hands on his chest tilting my head up and look down at his emerald eyes.

"Nice thinking..." I said.

"What can I say,I'm smart." He said and I hit him playfully in the chest laughing.

"No your not... You were having trouble on math. I swear I have never laugh my entire life like crazy when Mr. Jason scold you for not answering the question." I said laughing at the memory.

"But you love me.." He said smiling.

"After thinking over... I'm having doubts about us." I said joking. But he took it seriously,he gasp and I can saw the fear in his eyes. "I'm kidding... I'm kidding. Mikey take a joke." I said.

He let out a sigh of relief. "Oh my god... You made me worry. Don't you ever joke like that again."

"I'm sorry.." I replied feeling guilty.

"It's okay now my beautiful princess..." I once again blush at the nickname.

"I'm not a princess nor even beautiful." I scoff.

"No,don't say that. Your beautiful,don't ever think the opposite. I'm actually very surprise that you love me. I mean your stunning while I'm not." He look a bit down.

I shook my head. "No Mikey. Don't say that.. Your teaching me how not to be insecure when your insecure yourself. I love you for you. I don't want you to change. All I want is you.." I said smiling at him.

"I love you Jade.." He said brushing my nose with his. He peck me on the lips warming my heart.

"I love you too.." I said smiling down at him. I lay my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat. It somehow make me smile.

"So Jade,why are you still awake at 2 in the morning?" Michael ask.

"It's 2 already? I didn't know it was that late." I said. "But to answer your question. I was actually thinking about me and Perrie."

"Don't worry babe. I know you two will forgive each other. Just give her space." He said.

I let out a sigh. "I don't know Mike. She's so mad at me. When I told her I hate her,I didn't mean it actually I was just so mad that time."

"I know you didn't mean that. I also know that Perrie didn't mean anything she said. She was just also mad and surprise when she found out." He said.

"I wish she'll forgive me. I really miss her,Mikey." I felt tear scape my eye. Michael lift my head up so I could look at him. He wiped my tears away.

"Look Jade,she will forgive you. She love you and she is your best friend. This is just a little bump on the two of you's friendship. The years the two of you had each other will never be just forgotten. I can see the two of you really care for each other,it be hard to throw a friendship like that. I wish I have someone like that to me."

"Yes you do.."

"Who?"

"Uhm Luke Hemmings.. Your best friend."

"Oh yeah... My best friend who's a total loser." He said laughing a little.

"Don't be mean to your own best friend babe.." I said frowning at him.

"I'm sorry... But even if his dumb or sometimes can be a loser. I still love him,as my best friend and brother." He said smiling. He surely has a great bond with Luke. He did told me they started on hating each other until they became best friends.

"I ship Muke.." He look at me his eyebrows furrowed.

"Yours and Luke's ship name." I said with a duh tone.

"Nah.. I ship Jichael more." He said.

"Is that a ship name for us?" I ask grinning.

"Yup.. I couldn't think of a better one. That's the only thing I could come up with."

"I love it..." I said then give him a short kiss. He smiled when I lay my head on his chest again.

"Goodnight Jadey..."

"Night Mikey..."

(Perrie)

I overheard all of Michael and Jade's convo. I don't hate her... I didn't mean anything that I said..

Michael is right,I was shock. But not mad. I don't know why but it boiled my blood hearing them dating. Maybe it's because I'm jealous that they have each other while I got no one.

I pushed him away... He confess to me but all I did was push him away. I'm so stupid for doing that...

Now he hates me. He doesn't want anything from me. I regret everything I did... I shouldn't have push him away. I should have gave us a chance.

But I was scared of what the others would say. I'm afraid... I'm such a coward.

And because of that... I lost everyone.

This is so full of fluff and cuteness of Jichael... I really needed that.

Since after I read three scary stories (5SOS fic) I am acting like a paranoid lady. I was scared of the characters there... Guh!!

Hoped you like that... Vote/comment!

Love ya guys!