Hate That I Love You

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(Leigh-Anne)

Luke is acting weird. Like not weird crazy but weird quite. His never like this around me,he'll be saying sweet things to me and say how he loves me number of times.

Were on breaktime in rehearsals. God,it was so tiring practicing dancing while singing. But it's worth it when you can see how the audience are having fun. 

"Luke.. How was practice?" I ask him.

"We didn't practice 2 songs since Luke isn't feeling well." Michael answer for him.

"Why is that? Luke are you okay? Are you sick or does something hurts?" I ask sweetly. More like worriedly.

He gave me that sweet smile that I love. "Yeah,just tired." 

"Luke just tell her.." Calum said. 

I look at him with confuse eyes. "What is it you have to say?" 

He hesitated for awhile but when his about to say something. Yuri and Natalie sat with us. "Hi guys! Mind if we sit with you?" Natalie said.

"Well your already sitting so why still asking." I said taking a sip from my cup. I don't know why but I just don't like this girl. There's something about her that annoys me and hate her so bad.

"Leigh,don't be rude." Jesy scold being the oldest in us.

"Sorry not sorry.." I mentally say.

I look at my boy friend and I saw him sitting uncomfortably while I saw Natalie looking at him from across him. What's up with her? 

"Hey Nat,want some?" I faked a sweet smile handing her a bag of chips. She tore her eyes away from Luke,much to my relief,and smiled back. I know it's fake! "Sorry but I'm on a diet." She said. I just nod at her and keep the bag of chips from myself.

"So Leigh-Anne,what do you think of me and Luke dating?" If I was drinking something right now I might spit it to the person across me,which is Michael.

"What!?" I spat harshly. 

"Me and your best friend dating... We'll be so cute,right?" She said smiling at him. She doesn't actually know that me and him are dating.

"Look Natalie... We do not--" 

"Why do you like him?" I ask glaring at her.

"No I don't.." She then rolled her eyes. "Of course I do! What are you,dumb?" She add.

"Natalie shut up!" Michael said glaring at his friend.

"What? I was just asking her. Come on Luke haven't you told them?" 

"Tell us what?" Yuri ask.

"Natalie please don't" Luke pleads.

"Why? No one's gonna get mad.."

"Just fucking tell us!" I said frustrated.

"Natalie do--"

But it was too late to stop her. "Me and Luke kiss hours ago.."

I look at him with wide eyes. I felt my heart break to pieces. He just kiss a girl and that isn't me,her girl friend! Hot tears escape my eyes.

"I can't believe you.." I choked out and ran away.

How could he do this to me? I thought he love me and if you love someone you wouldn't cheat on them. I love him,he knows that. He know how fragile I am when it comes to this. He promise he wouldn't but he broke his promise.

(Luke)

She just find out and it's because of Natalie! She told her when I said don't. Now Leigh-Anne probably hates me and leave me because of this. She loves me and takes care of me and all I repay her is pain. I'm such a bad guy..

I look at Natalie angrily. She has a confuse look on her face. "Now look what you did!? My girl friend hates me and she thinks I cheated on her intentionally when I didn't kiss you.. You kiss me! I never like you,I want to be friends with you. Only friends but because of what you did I don't even want to know you!" I shouted everyone now hears me. Even 1d,ari,and Demi.

"But Luke you have me. I'm better than her. Prettier than her,I'm perfect for you." She said ignoring how angry I am.

"But I don't want to be with you. I wanna be with Leigh-Anne. I love her not you. Now she's probably broken and you know what,I hate seeing her like that." I finished and follow Leigh-Anne.

I can't lose her just like that. I love her and I will do everything just to get her back and gain her trust again. Cause she's the one. Yes I know I'm too young to know who I wanna marry but that doesn't matters cause I can feel it. She's the one I wanna spend my whole life with..

The girl that was my best friend... Became my enemy... Became friends again and my girl friend.. And also the girl I love but hurted.. Is the one!

Gosh I wanna cry... No not really. I just wanna kill Natalie.. Who's with me!? Maybe all of the readers of this book??

But aaww Luke is so sweet at the last part... I want a Luke Hemmings! Where can I get one...

So school's coming in a week and I will try all my best to finish this book in a week.. Yes finish it! I have fun writing and seeing your comments.. I will miss you guys.. Now ASH AND JES hasn't been togtehr yet so I will be very busy this week bcoz of this..phew!

Hoped you like that..vote/comment guys!! 

love ya!

Question: your opinion of bart baker's parody of Hair?

Answer: i will admit that some parts are funny but some parts are just..ugh! Now calling Jesy 41 is just a no no.. and 1D does not sucks! and little mix aren't a low budge 5H! i know this is butt hurt but there's no wrong in defending my idols...