Hate That I Love You

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(Luke)

Were in rehearsals for tonight show. The girls are separated from us since Melissa said we'll be distracted from them. Well she's right.. Especially Michael cause him and Jade are seriously attached from each other.

Its been a week since me and Leigh-Anne started dating. I'm glad were actually dating for real. I love her so much,more than I love my penguins and god knows how I love my penguins so much.

"Hey guys I'm just gonna get myself a drink." I said after putting my guitar down.

"Get me a drink too please." Ashton said and I nod leaving the room.

Everybody is busy rehearsing even the dancer. Only a month and 3 weeks this tour will already end. I wish someone will offer a contact record (dont know whats that called?) so our band could be big. Well also for the girls,they are good. Not to brag but the directioners,arianators,and lovatics likes us. 

I saw Natalie at the snacks and beverages section getting some chips. "Hey Nat!" I greet her and she look at me with a smile.

"Hey Luke! Why are you alone here? Where's your band mates?" she  said.

I grab two cups and pour sprite in it. "They're in rehearsals. I just left them to get me and Ashton a drink." I answered then pour sprite in Ashton's cup.

"Oh.." She mumbled. I was about to leave when she slowly pull me back in the shoulders. "Can you stay for awhile? I'm just gonna ask you something."

"Okay,I guess for a minute." I said smiling nicely at her. "So what do you wanna ask?" I add.

She look down the floor for a second then look back at me shyly. "Have you like someone before?"

I was surprise to hear her question. I didn't expect that would be her question. I didn't know I was looking at her for seconds already until she blush and said,

"Don't look at me as if I grew another head." She laugh.

"Oh sorry. I didn't expect that would be the question."

"Of course. I'm.. I'm crazy for asking that." She said chuckling.

"Oh no no.. It's fine." I said shaking my head. "To answer your question,yes I do." 

"Oh really? Who's the girl? Oh wait.. I you don't have to answer that." I was actually confuse why she's asking these questions. Were not that close but I played nice.

"Well do you like someone?" I ask this time.

"Who?" She look around and I was surprise when... She kissed me. On the lips..

"You.." Then she ran away leaving me standing there. Shock by what happened. Did she just..kiss me? Gosh I just cheated on Leigh-Anne!? I know its unintentionally but I didn't stop her. But I also didn't know she was gonna do that.. Shit! All of these is making my head hurts.

"Luke! What took you so long?" Ashton's voice bring me back to reality.

"Uh I zoned out. I don't know why.." I said.

"Oh we were worried about you. We thought you got kidnap or something." He joked. I force a smile not wanting him to know that I ain't okay.

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We went back to practice but I'm losing focus. I'm thinking about what just happened with Natalie back there. What if Leigh-Anne finds out? She might leave me! I can't let that happen,I just got her.

"Luke are you really okay?" Michael ask me for the tenth time already.

"Yeah. Don't worry about me." I try to assure them.

"No you're not. You've been zoning out a lot of times since you got back here. Your okay before..." Calum said.

"Luke,just tell us. Did something before I found you standing by yourself?" Ashton ask. Well they are my best mates and I know they can help me. I told them everything.

"Luke you should tell Leigh-Anne." Calum said.

"Are you crazy? What if she left him? You wouldn't be the one left with a broken heart and a crying mess." Michael scold. 

"What? What if she finds out? You think she wouldn't be mad at him!? At least if she finds out from Luke she'll still be mad but not too much cause she knows Luke is honest with her." Calum defends.

"Calum got a point..." Ashton said.

"Of course I do." Calum said proud of himself. Michael rolled his eyes at him.

"But Luke you decide. Its your relation" Michael said.

I just let out a huge sigh. I don't know what to do. All I could think of is Leigh is gonna leave me if she finds out. I don't want that too happen.

Hi guys! It's been days since I last updated. Well I'm sorry for that. My phone needs to be fix and the computer won't let me update. Such a bitchy computer...

I'm having a Little Mix marathon here and yesterday I did a 5SOS marathon. Such a worthy day spend..

Hoped you like that guys..vote/comment for me even I suck at updating... 

Love ya!!!

Question: favorite cartoon show?

Answer: gravity falls definitely coz dipper pines is my cartoon crush (I'm weird) but i ship dipfica soo.. and also I love how it has so many secrets I wanted to discover..