Chapter 22

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I doubt this story will ever continue. I guess I just have to be okay with that and move on. It's crazy how I have so many people texting me and not only trying to fuck, but actually wanting to be with me, but all I want is him. I hate it. Sunday was one year since he took my virginity. I got along with the day just fine. It was the night that killed me in all honesty. Yesterday I was working at the nursing home, and I had to help with a World War 2 veteran. All I could think about was Kaine. Same this morning, all I could think about was Kaine. And I hate it, I'm tired of feeling this way. I think I'm going to check myself into Youth Home or just disappear on everyone. I already have it in my mind that as soon as I graduate everyone will wake up and I will be gone. I've decided that I'm going to leave and I will either stay gone or come back years later. By the time I get back I won't be remembered or everyone will think I'm dead. I'm not going to go met my online friends anymore, I'm just going to go and be gone. I'm even going to delete everything I have. I want it to be where I can't be reached ever again, until I decide. Hopefully I'll get that.

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