I must admit. Despite all the anger I have pent up inside. I miss you everyday. It hurts like hell and I don't know how I get through my days. I like someone else thank God. Well like isn't quite the word to use, but neither is love. His name is Hamadi. He's different like I thought you were. Only difference is he's actually really different. You weren't you were just a fuck boy disguised as the perfect boy for me. I really like him. I'm starting to let you go and give him my all. I still love you. I always will. But, I'm proud of me. For once in my life I can say fuck that niqqa. I might not mean it all the time. But, one day I will. What really gets to me though, is how you said you loved me. You cared about me right? But look at you. Happy as can be with your new girl. And look at how you left me. Broken and unsure. Trust issues. God so many of them. But, hey it's cool. I don't need you and I finally realized that. It just gets to me sometimes ya know. And hey, I guess I wasn't everything you wanted like you said. And that's okay, because Hamadi is everything you aren't and everything you will never be.
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Kaine
RomanceHave you ever had someone come into your life and completely change everything. Well, I have and this is my story. This isn't a fan fic it's my reality.
