Kaine's birthday was July 3rd. I was in Chicago so I sent him this messages a day early. " With the way yesterday went I doubt I'll be back at the hotel to text you at midnight but I wanted to be at least one of the first people to tell you Happy Birthday Kaine. I wish I could celebrate with you and wake you up the proper way on your special day, but I'm not there so this is the best I can do for now. I'm madly in love with you and all I want to do is make you happy baby. One of my primary goals. Have an exquisite day darling you deserve it. I'm so proud of the man you've become. The man of dreams and the only man I want. Whether you're mine or not I'll wait for you as long as it takes and remain loyal to you and you only. I no longer see your flaws you are simply perfection to me. I look up to you in a way I've never looked up to anyone else before. God you're amazing. I thank God every morning for letting you come back into my life. I don't know what I would do with out you. You're the only reason I want to move to Virginia. I'm so tired of being away from the man I love.I pray to God every day to protect you. I ask him to keep our love strong, because I've seen so many people fall for each other only to end things and it's sad to me. I never want us like that ever. I would do anything to please you and keep you by my side. At this point in my life I'm not to sure of anything any more. All I know is I want to go down there with you. I want to be able to be in the same city as you. I want to be able to see you when I want. I want to be able to fall asleep on your chest when ever I feel like it. I want to be there to hold you when you're down. I want to make love to you all the time. I want to wake you up every morning with breakfast and head, because you deserve it Kaine. You keep me laughing and smiling even on days when I don't want to. You make me so happy I pray I can bring you the same happiness on a daily basis. God you're so funny. One of my favorite things about you. Wow it's still crazy to me how all this started, because I said I liked your smile. 😏 It's a beautiful smile baby lol but you know that. I never meant to fall in love. Hell I never even thought I would end up liking you so much. But, I fell for you hard and honestly despite all the pain and the downs you and I have had I wouldn't change it for the world. I know better days are coming. And I'm so ready for them. I love you so much Kaine. Happy Birthday baby😍😘🎊🎉 "
He really seemed to like it. After Chicago I came back home to Arkansas. I went to see the fireworks for the fourth of July. When I got there I seen so many soldiers. It broke my heart. To me it felt like everyone's soldier was home but mine. I know it's not true, but that's how I felt. I talked to Kaine and he made me feel better with out trying. The next few days felt so great. It kind of felt the way it did when me and Kaine first met and first started talking. I loved it. He was making me laugh and kept me smiling. Nothing could kill my vibe. Then Elliette came along.😒 I hate my ex girlfriend with a passion man. I blocked her on everything, but instead of leaving me the fuck alone she snap chatted Kaine. She told him I thought I was pregnant. The bitch knew I didn't fucking think that. I had my period and she knows I did. So Kaine texted me and I sent him a screen shot of the last time I even texted her. Well it was me telling her to run up pretty much. I want to beat the fuck out of her not even going to lie. But, Kaine doesn't like girls fighting. He told me that before, but I thought it was okay this time. I texted him and told him I was going to fuck her up and he said, " lol alright." So how the fuck was I suppose to know he was going to get mad about that. Long story short my best friend Annie texted him and told him how manipulative Elliette was and he wouldn't know because he's not here. And of course Kaine took it the wrong way and.. Well he left me. 😔 I was devastated reading what he said to my best friend. He didn't even text me to tell me he was done. I even apologized over it. Everyone tells me I've done nothing wrong, but I know I did. It's all my fault. I called Jordan last night balling my eyes out, because he's still ignoring me and her and Hayden made me feel better by just being there. My best friend Tiara tells me how I deserve better, she doesn't understand that he is better to me. No one gets that he's all I want all I need. Shay tells me there's so many people that will treat me better, but he treats me like a princess in my eyes. They just don't get it! Then everyone is like fuck him. How can you say fuck a person you love? Like really! You fucking can't! This shit hurts. I race to my phone every time it goes off praying it's him, but it never is.😔 I guess it's safe to say he's really gone this time, despite me telling him I couldn't bear to lose him again.
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Kaine
RomanceHave you ever had someone come into your life and completely change everything. Well, I have and this is my story. This isn't a fan fic it's my reality.
