To Infinity & Beyond

It's Me

It's not you, it's me,

Isn't that what they all say?

But this time it's true,

For it is me and not you.

You don't know how many times,

I wished to tell,

Of all my secrets,

My regrets and things I don't even know yet.

Though I don't know how,

Or what I would say.

But it would be misunderstood,

Probably do more harm than good.

Just know that it's not about trust,

If it were than you would know everything.

I just want to protect you,

From all that I went through.

So don't be hurt that I say "I'm fine"

It's really for the best.

Bottling it up works for me,

I'm still here, can't you see?

You are amazing, the best I could ever have,

Now, please for me, don't be sad.

And don't worry your pretty little head,

For I am not yet dead.

It's all good,

No need for concern.

Trust me, when I'm ready to go,

You will know.