To Infinity & Beyond

Still Alive

At times in my life,

I've just wanted to end my strife.

To take that knife,

And bring a close to my life.

But I'm still alive,

Just trying to survive,

After every nose dive,

And wondering how I'm still alive.

I just keep trying,

Now don't start crying,

For I am not yet dying,

Since I've kept trying.

And its all because of you,

You always knew,

How to cheer me up when I was blue,

Thank you.

Though I may say I'm fine,

You must read under the lines,

For I am not on cloud nine,

I am not fine.

But don't you worry,

The lines are not yet blurry,

Nor am I in a hurry,

So no need to worry.

Still sometimes in my life,

I want to take that knife,

And put an end to all my strife,

But I know that to be death, there must first be life.