James Maslow: Chances

James Maslow: Chances PT 14

"You're what?" Kendall asks curiously. 

"...Depression, I have a serious case of depression." You say looking down. 

"Really? I would've never guessed. You're always so happy. Is it me? Am I the reason you're depressed?" Kendall asks rubbing your knee. 

"No, no, definitely not." You say. "I'm going to see a professional so I can get back to normal and be happy." 

"That'll be the best thing. I love you and won't let anything bad happen to you, ever." Kendall says pulling you into his chest. 

You hold Kendall tightly breathing in his scent. 

"Please don't leave me." You whisper squeezing him. 

"Never babe." He whispers back kissing your forehead. 

You both get up and Kendall takes your hand as you both make your way downstairs as Logan, Carlos and Sam all watch you. 

"I'm sorry for any problems, stress and anything else I have caused in this house." Kendall says. "YN doesn't need anymore stress so I'm going to try and prevent that from happening." 

"I think that'd be best; I won't cause anymore problems or anything between you both and you're welcome to come round anytime." Carlos nods. 

"Don't want to cause anymore things to worry about for my princess, your depression is enough to worry about." Kendall says kissing the side of your head while Logan, Carlos and Sam look at him and you confused. "I'm glad she's going to see a professional about it, I hope it helps." 

Carlos looks at you and Logan shakes his head. 

"YN, could I have a word with you?" Carlos asks as Kendall looks at his watch. 

"Oh I've got to go, I told my dad I'd help him with something but said I'd be late because I was helping you." Kendall sighs. "Sorry, I don't want to leave." 

"It's okay, thanks for coming love." You say giving Kendall a goodbye kiss. "I love you." 

"I love you too." Kendall says before waving as he walks out the door. 

"Why didn't you tell him?" Logan asks. 

"I tried but I just couldn't. I'm afraid he'll leave me." You say sighing. 

"How about I have lunch with Kendall and ask about when he would like to start a family with you?" Sam suggests. 

"Yeah, I think that'll be good." Carlos replies. 

"Probably the only thing left since this chicken won't do it." Logan chuckles poking you. 

Sam and Logan stay the night. You're in your bed trying to sleep but can't, you glance at the time and it's 12:17am. You toss and turn before you hear a tap at your window, you roll on your side and look at the window. A pebble tapped on the window again; you furrow your brows and get up and look at who's throwing it. You quickly make your way downstairs and walk outside. 

"James? What are you doing here?" You ask walking to him. 

"I'm sorry about earlier and I'm sorry you saw Halston." James says as you sigh. 

"Don't say sorry, I shouldn't of even come around." You say. 

"But you did, and I want to know why." James says looking at you. 

"Wait, you came tapping on my window at this time to find out what I wanted to say to you earlier?" You ask. 

"Yep, and I'm not leaving until you tell me." James says smiling.