You Still There? (Larry Stylinson) *editing*

Email Eight And Nine

Email Eight




From: Harry Styles <harrystylesandkitten@gmail.com>

To: Louis Tomlinson <thetommoandcarrots@gmail.com>

Title: You still there?

11th February 2012 6:48pm



Louis,

This day was shit. I'm not gonna lie. But I'm okay. Don't worry.

Everyone worries lately. Why? It's not like I'd be made of glass or something. It's not like I couldn't get up once I fell down. Why is no one believing in me?

Well, what am I telling you.. the usual "oh-my-god-I-am-so-pitiful"-talk. Yeah, I know. I'm sorry.

Are you okay? I hope you are. I really miss you, Louis. It kind of gets easy to type those words now, even when I drank a little bit. Not much though. Please don't worry. I don't like to assure people that I'm okay. It makes me feel like I've gone through something very bad.

Losing you was very bad, I guess. But no one would expect me to react like this?

Hell, Louis.. can't you just come back? Please. I'm begging you. Everyone would just stop bugging me then. I would love to get some alone time, but I just can't. They always take me somewhere or something. There is barely time to think. And I'm so mad at management.

Please don't forget you can come back. We can fix this. You can be back in the band and we can just continue as the real One Direction.

I need you here, Louis.

Sorry, we have some friends over.. No, no one moved in with me. They just don't leave me alone since you left. Liam wants me to talk to people so I guess I can't write you more now.

I miss you, Boo.

Harry xx










Email Nine



From: Harry Styles <harrystylesandkitten@gmail.com>

To: Louis Tomlinson <thetommoandcarrots@gmail.com>

Title: You still there?

11th February 2012 9:04pm





Dear Louis,

It's Liam. I am writing you from Harry's account in hope you read it. I really hope you do. I don't have much time, Harry probably won't be gone for long and he's slightly drunk and gets easily mad when someone is on his laptop or phone..

Harry is not okay, Louis. He pretends to be, but he isn't. You know, he isn't any good at hiding his feelings.

He just looks empty, his eyes somehow lifeless. Also he likes to be alone now and isn't the cheerful lad he used to be. He often gets drunk and he's talking about you in his sleep or when he drank a little too much.

Sometimes he just breaks down all of the sudden and starts crying, ranting about how it was all his fault that you left and that he was just so stupid.

Other times he gets all emotionless and says nothing matters anymore. He wants to find out why you left but it gets so frustrating for him so he blames himself.

You might be wondering why I tell you this.. I'm telling you this in hope you'll come back. I know how much you care about him, Lou. He's suffering. I don't want to make you feel guilty, because I'm sure you had a good reason to leave. But if it's somehow possible.. Please come back or at least answer his emails. We all are not okay and it's sad how some people start to forget you already.. Please at least give us some sign.

I'm begging you, because I fear sooner or later we're gonna lose Harry too.

We miss you,

Liam x



So far you can NOT write an email to Liam. If you want to though, just comment below and I'll make it possible. Thanks! xx