Lost + found: sequel to We Are One (divergent fanfic)

Chapter 6- If You Love Someone Set Them Free

Tobias
"Stop trying to text her." I growl at Christina. She looks up from her phone and sighs.
"You know she's not going to text back." I glare at her. She sighs and looks back at her food. The others all stay silent.
"I'm sorry if I'm the only one that is worried." She snaps. "She hasn't answered any of our texts and calls since she went to that hell hole again. What if something's happened to her?" Her worried eyes look into all of ours. Zeke shakes his head.
"You know Tris. Once she's made up her mind. She won't change it." He says. Another silence. Uriah groans.
"Can we just change the subject." He mutters and looks to Marlene who nods in agreement. They all start to talk about something else. I don't join in. Zeke keeps giving me side glances. Finally we get up to go to our lockers. I open mine, slamming unwanted books into it. Zeke shuts his and looks up to me.
"Dude have you let her go." He asks leaning against the lockers. I roll my eyes.
"I have let her go." I snap. "It's just you won't let me forget."

That's not entirely true. Well it's not true at all. I don't want to forget. I'm not over her. I don't know if I ever will be. I had feelings for her from the start. Even though I did go out with Lauren, I thought I was doing the right thing but then I went through with it and I knew I'd made the wrong decision. Well I always knew. The gang things I'm acting like this because I'm not over her. The truth is that it's easier to put up walls and put a front on then to act as you truly feel. That front is called Four. The Gangs worried that he's coming back out again because bad thing usually happen when he comes back.

"Ok, we're just worried for you. You just seem a bit out of it. We're worried that Fours here instead of Tobias." He says. I glare down at the floor. I notice something out of the corner of my eye.
Peter and Eric move towards us, large smirks covering their faces.
"Well if it isn't the two idiots." Peter says. I glare at them both.
"Bit rich coming from you dumb and dumber." I snap. This only makes them smirk harder.
"So how's the stiff? I mean you have heard from her right? She wouldn't just ignore you like that, would she?" He says. Smiling, taunting me to see my reaction. I feel myself slowly snapping. My fists clench together. Eric notices it.
"I told you he wouldn't hear from her, Even she's got standards higher then this dweeb." He chuckles. Zeke shakes his head.
"Come on let's go." He nudges. I follow him but turn round to glare at them. I sigh and let the rest of the day unfold.

I get in from school a little later then normal. I had an after school detention for breaking someone or something. I come in and drop my bags. My dad wearily lifts his head but doesn't say anything. I run up to my room and slam the door. I sit on my bed with my head in my hands.

Why does it always have to be the ones we love the most that we let go? Why do we always have to go through heart break to get any where. There's a saying. If you love some one set them free, if they come back it was meant to be. But what if she never comes back? What if I'm left alone forever. I keep pushing my friends away. She's been gone for almost 5 months now. I should start to get over it. We started school almost 2 months ago. I need to let go. What will be will be. And I've just got to accept that. But can't we fight fate and destiny. I don't know. Maybe I should've fought harder to stay. Maybe she's happy with her dad and old friends? But what if she's being beaten up and being put into bad situations she should never of been in? Why couldn't I of been the White knight that saved her, that stopped her from doing something stupid. But she's like a Damsel that doesn't need saving. But what if she does, who's there to do it?