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Depression...

To my fellow followers,

I apologize for the lack of activity on this account. The truth is that I've been suffering from depression for the past month. I'm still recovering from the journey. To those who do not understand the squeezing pain of depression, I shall provide some analogies. Imagine yourself in a bird-cage, bound hand and foot. Everyone in the world is watching you suffocate. It hurts, the tightening pain in your chest, like squeezing a lemon. You begin to cry from all the frustration, not being able to breathe. Even the one joy that makes you feel better for a short period of time seems to laugh and mock your abilities. You begin to question your existence, your worth, abilities. Nothing works. Some resort to forms of self-harm (I didn't). After a while, you begin to feel angered, bothered by the humiliation. Then you break free. And that is the feeling of depression. Please find it in your heart to forgive me....