To Whom it May Concern: "I'm fine..."

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"I'm fine"
"I'm fine"
"I'm okay"
"I'm alright"
I'm not okay
I'm not alright
I'm not fine
I'm not... Anything
I'm hiding my feelings inside so you don't have to deal with them
I'm making sure everyone around me stays happy first because they deserve it first.
I'm just so fucking tired
I'm crying too much
I'm in so much pain
I'm so sick of this
I'm just wanting to be happy again
I'm nobody
I'm a loser
I'm ugly
I'm fat
I'm not wanted
I'm never going to find happiness with someone else
I'm never going to be the person I want to be because I'm too busy being someone else
I'm not strong enough
I'm not pretty enough
I'm not smart enough
I'm not good enough
I'm not enough
I'm no one
I'm screaming for you to listen
I'm yelling for you to try
I'm never going to get you to understand
I'm done with everything
I'm pushing everyone away
I'm the person who is tired of keeping it in
"Are you okay?"
I'm fine
Don't talk to me, please
You wouldn't understand, anyway

No, you don't get it. I want to scream this at my mom. I'm talking about my mom. When she doesn't listen, doesn't talk, doesn't let me speak. I want to scream this at my mom. I love my mom, but she doesn't let me speak

It pisses me off, it really does. I even talked to her about this and she never listen. So this is why I don't talk to her about how I feel. I'm done trying. She told me many times that I can talk to her but she still never listens. I'm done

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