Aren't we supposed to enjoy homecoming? If we are then how come I can't go on shorts or something I'm comfortable with? But... I don't even want to go.... I never felt comfortable with it. My mom wants me to go with someone. I never enjoyed school activities. I hated the football games, the rallies were boring to me, and I always worked by myself because everyone in high school were mean or being an ass to me past high school.
So if I did go, I would go by myself because (honestly) everyone hates me. What I really want to do, is to be home, in pajamas, with my friends, watching Netflix. I wouldn't care if we were watching something stupid, I would actually enjoy it more than homecoming. But, I honestly can't wait to have my own girl. To let her wear what she wants to wear because she'll feel comfortable, to not force her to do anything she doesn't want to do. I would do anything to make her happy and feel comfortable. But me, I hate makeup, contacts (because they always irritate me), and dresses.
I'm a tomboy, I got to admit that. But sometimes I think that my mom doesn't want me happy, or want me comfortable. If any of you want to give me an advice how to explain to her how I feel, please do.
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