27 Minutes (Larry Stylinson)

Unimaginable

Harry POV

Monday July 15th, 2013 7:45 p.m.

I stumble into the doorway of my apartment, lips locked onto a beautiful girl. Not a girl that I can remember the name of but beautiful none the less. Blonde, tan and with a body to die for, it was all I could do to keep my mouth from dropping open.

I didn't notice or take in my surroundings as I kicked the door shut and pushed the beautiful girl in my arms against the wall. I kissed her with all I could considering I was already drunk and it wasn't even 8 p.m. But this was my usual routine. On days I just wanted to let go or to get away from the pressing things of everyday life, I would find someone to put in my bed. It wasn't an every night thing but tonight it was needed.

It all started with that stupid party our label had thrown for us today. It was an anniversary party for the boys and I on how long our group had been together. All the big names of the label were there and they didn't mind that all of us tried to let loose. Sadly they didn't realize that for us to let loose is nearly impossible, especially when they were there. The hairs on our necks always stood when they were around. Afraid they would tell us we were doing something wrong or threaten us. It wouldn't be a new thing if they did, but still not something I like to enjoy.

It was an afternoon of drinks and bullshit. Talk about the upcoming record later this year, our current tour and everything happening with us now. Boring discussion after boring discussion. I had just wanted to escape all night but couldn't imagine the lecture I'd get for that one. So instead I started drinking it away. Something that was a usual for me but not something to worry about. I was just so sick and tired of hearing the same old things:

"To close Mr. Styles."

"Watch where you're looking Mr. Styles."

"Do we need to have the discussion again Mr. Styles?"

They never stopped, so I drowned them out. Although they never minded because with my head spinning from drinks they could make me do whatever they want. Including the girl in my arms now.

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Two hours, a quick fuck and a door slammed later I was finally alone.

Another night alone, great.

I hated feeling this way; dark, alone and depressed. But it seemed to be the only emotions I could feel lately. I was a cold person, never letting anyone in and never letting those already there out. But tonight was different, tonight I was angry.

Hurt and angry. Two emotions I don't let myself feel very often but when they're shoved in your face what can you do?

It took everything in me to keep my cool today. My attitude showed I was not happy but I couldn't be.. and I haven't been.

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Earlier that afternoon

"Boys its so great to see you!" One of our managers, Greg came up to us. Big fake ass smile but one I returned. We all smiled and gave our head nods of hello's.

"It's great to be here.. Thanks again for throwing this for us." Liam said smiling up at him. Greg waved him off with a chuckle.

"Oh nonsense, you boys deserve it. Are you enjoying your short break before you start back up with the tour?"

"Of course! Who doesn't love a few days at home?" Niall exclaimed. I couldn't help but chuckle at the happy lad. Never a dull moment with him.