The Unexpected

Chapter Eleven

I can't believe this my life is just falling apart and I feel hopeless. I just feel like I can't do anything to fix. First I get turned into a werewolf, then I find out my mother is a hunter, then I figure out that I'm bi and then i find out that my best friend and my girlfriend was hooking up when I was knocked out.

I just couldn't live like this anymore I wish that the beast would have killed me. I didn't want to go home I just wanted to stay at Lucas' place, but I knew that I had to fix things with my so called friends and then I needed to tell my mom and finally kill this beast. I looked over at Lucas who was making some tea," Hey Lucas. Do you think that I will be able to get my friends back or my so called "friends"." He just looked at me," Nova if they do care about you there will be no problem for you to fix things with and I would suggest that you start with Adrian." I just growled as Lucas said Adrian's name, but he was right. Sometimes Lucas could be really helpful but he can also be a distraction and he knows it.

He offered me a ride to Adrian's house and me being the idiot I am I said "sure". Now I had to stay in this small car with Lucas for about twenty minutes. I guess now that he knows about me it isn't so bad just riding with him. We pulled into Adrian's driveway and I got out the car and i decided it would be best if Lucas stayed out here in case something was to happen.

I stepped to the door and knocked about three times before someone answered the doors. I stood there just looking at Adrian and he just stared right back at me. I was the first one to say anything," So Adrian can we talk about what happened?" he shook his head softly," Yea man that would be great."

We stepped inside and Lucas could still hear us which would probably be the best. We sat there on Adrian's couch and we just started talking. Adrian was just a wreck," Nova I am so sorry for what I did i was just jealous of you. You are the best one of us in this pack, then you have a mom that cares about you and then you had a girlfriend. I just wanted to be more equal. You have such a perfect life." I couldn't believe he just said this after knowing everything about me like seriously," Adrian are you being serious. My life is not perfect and you know that shit. I mean look at me i have horrible anxiety i have panic attacks, I found out that my mother killed my father and at least you have a dad shit. I don't even know why I miss my dad he was a piece of shit. On top of all this i found out that I am bi and that I like Lucas. I might seem fine but on the inside i am hurting ok so my life is not perfect."

By that point I was pissed all I wanted to do was be friends again and Adrian knew it to and that's why he said," Sorry". I couldn't control it anymore I was already fully turned. I went to go attack Adrian but Lucas ran in and stopped me. I just looked between Lucas and Adrian and I just lost it, I was actually having a panic attack in front of someone besides Adrian. This one was different, Adrian tried to snap me out of it but it was the worst its ever been. I mean I haven't had one as a werewolf. Lucas was the one who actually calmed me down he came over to were I was freaking out and just hugged me and told me that it was alright. My heart rate started to calm down and I was back to normal. I knew Adrian cared so I decided to tell him," Adrian I know you care so let by gone's be by gone's and when you get chance tell Andrea that I want to talk to her sometime and that if you guys want to get together go ahead because I think I found who I want." I felt Lucas smile when I said that and Adrian just looked at me," Alright man I'm sorry and we will get through this. I smiled and me and Lucas walked out the door and i figured it was time for me to go home.

When we got to my house there was this scent in the air and i told Lucas to come in with me just in case there is something here. We get to the door and when I open it I see me mom and this man that looked just like my dad. The both looked at me and said," Hey son" I just looked at Lucas and then at my parents. I walk over to them and I just look at my mom and it was like she knew what I was thinking about," Nova he knows about you and your friends" I just look at her," Mom you told me that you shot him and if you didn't shot him then he is the beast because when it picked me up it had the same eyes as dads and it had some of his scent on him."

We all sat in silence before my dad said something," I am not on of you or anything I found a cure." I just blew it off and told them that I was going to my room and that Lucas was going to come up there so we can talk about our plans with this beast, that is attacking us." My parents just laughed just like they knew about me but I just let it blow over my shoulder and went to my room. When we got to my room I closed the door and just looked at Lucas," Lucas how is this possible. Is there anything that you have heard about a cure or something." Lucas just looked at me," Nova I haven't heard anything about a cure and plus I know he's lying." I looked at him in confusion, so that he would explain it to me," Nova I am the one who bit your dad so he is or was my beta. Since he left i cant control him like I can you guys but I can see it in his eyes that he is still something."

I couldn't believe this, this was getting worse than I thought. We are going to have to end up killing my dad, so we had to tell my mom somehow and then we would have to tell the rest of the pack. Lucas just looked at me," Nova I will tell the rest of the pack but before I leave are you alright?" I just told him that I was fine and that I would text him if I needed him. Lucas knew that I wasn't calm and before I knew it Lucas was standing right in front of me and he leaned down a little and pecked a kiss on my lips and we just lingered. I can't believe that I was kissing Lucas. He pulled back and just looked at me and said," Nova try and stay calm." he walked out the door and I head him say bye to my parents. I didn't feel like leaving my room that whole night so I just yelled at my parents," You guys I need some time to process this so I am staying in here and I am going to bed." They didn't yell back because they knew I could hear them and all they did was laugh and say," Alright we will talk tomorrow about this and about you and Lucas." I couldn't believe that they might actually know about me being bi and liking Lucas. I just flopped on down on my bed and all I did was think about life and what was going on, until I feel asleep.