Death Princess

Letter from Aika

Hi! I know I've been away. A lot of things have happened and frankly I don't really want to elaborate more than that.

But for those of you guys who painstakingly waited for updates, I owe you guys an explanation as to why I went hiatus for several months.

You know those cliche things people usually say; " but I'm afraid". "I don't know what to do anymore." "I'm lost." Those kind of things? Yeah, I never thought it would happen to me one day. I never thought of the day where I would have to ask myself on what to do with my life.

From all tragic events that have happened, I came to a time where I just lost my will to write. I guess I was really depressed at that time and writing that has always been a way for me to let off steam did not gave the same effect on me anymore. Probably from all the constant deadlines I made for myself and the promises I failed to fulfill, I don't know I just lost it. I became so fraustrated that I lost the will to write.

And probably you guys would understand what I feel. Losing the passion and the will to write would be very tragic for writers like us. We write because we are passionate of what story we want to tell our readers . Well, that just how things work for me. I write because I'm determined and passionate about it.

But when I noticed that the ideas that just flowed easily and freely in my mind before just stopped, I felt lost. I tried and tried to somehow write but it always come short.

Its true that stress always does harmful things to our body and from the things that happened within the 6 month period, I just don't know where to stand and how to even start in writing again.

Writing you guys this letter took everything in me. I felt so ashamed because I just suddenly without notice left. I felt like I failed you guys.

That's why I'm sorry.

I won't promise anything as to when the next update will be but I'm trying to get up on my feet again. And I hope you guys will be here for me.

Thank you.