Denying Dreams

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A/N: Ok so I'm doing a time jump here but don't worry I have a plan for it.
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{One year passes}

My mommy is crying her eyes out as she looks at James' dad. Her name now was Johanna Duskin. She looked so happy and I'd never seen her so happy before.

I was the ring bearer, i think that's how you say it. I carried the rings to my mom and new dad and they both looked at me with smiles on their faces. That made me smile even more thinking I made them even happier.

Us kids were supposed to go play outside while the grownups danced inside. We did and I made a few new friends that were now related to me. One girl I saw was named Jenny. She wasn't related to me and said her mom was Richard's, James' dad, high school friend. We played hide and seek in the bushes not caring about our clothes and if they'd get messed up.

I turned my back and put my forehead on the Building and covered my eyes.

"You ready?", I asked her.

"Yup go ahead and count Lou.", she said and then I heard her running.

" One."

"Two.", I didn't feel like counting all the way to ten so slow so I skipped a few numbers.

" Five."

"Six."

"Nine."

"Ten, ready or not, here I come.", I said and dashed the way I heard her running before.

The last few times we played, she caught me easily, this time I had a feeling she couldn't be easy. I checked my recent hiding spots and she wasn't there.

" Jenny! Come out come out where ever you are.", I yelled trying to get her attention and laughing at our game.

I looked in the bushes again and still couldn't find her. Then, I thought that maybe she'd be where the trees were on the other side, so that's where I went. I went deeper in them finding myself tripping over my a root and falling, messing up my suit even more.

I stood up and shook my myself off and looked up, finding myself at the entrance of a garden. The door had already been opened and I saw Jenny looking up.

"Caught you.", and I tagged her but she didn't move, she just looked down at me.

"Do you see this? It's awesome! I want to climb the tree. Wanna do it with me?", she asked.

"Sure I guess I will.", and I took my jacket off and shoes, they were really nice and I didn't want to mess them up even more.

She had already started climbing up when I finished prepping myself and climbed up with her.

She went higher and then sat on one of the branches that looked really strong and I followed her sitting on it as well.

We both kicked our feet and then I looked at her and noticed she was really pretty, but not as pretty as my cherry boy.

Who I haven't talked to in a while, not after he saw me talking to Ramona and get hit by James' friends.

I shook away thinking about him. Becoming anger towards him all over again even if it was a long time ago.

"Louis?", she caught my attention again.

" Yeah?"

"Have you ever, I don't know had the talk with your mom?"

"What talk?", I asked really confused.

" You know, the one about your private thing and a girl private thing."