Denying Dreams

13.

Since Harry first visited me, he comes by once a week. Every Wednesday he knocks on the walls letting me know he's here. He told me that the only way he's alive is because he still wanted to see me. He says that that's what the the people in charge told him. Since he was a good kid and never lied to his mom and things like that, he got into heaven.

I didn't understand that though. Harry wasn't gay after all, he was Polysexual. The thing is, he still liked boys more than he did girls, so I was confused with how he got into heaven.

You know, since apparently if you're gay, you go to hell.

But you know, they don't say you go gay to hell, they day you go straight to hell.

I'm going to Liam's house tonight and packing my bag. My mom is downstairs making dinner for the rest of the family that's staying home tonight. I have almost everything I need, I just have to get my toothbrush out the bathroom. I leave my bag open in my bed and go into the bathroom and hear James talking on the phone from his room across the hall.

"Yeah baby, keep going.",his voice is loud yet almkst silent.

I roll my eyes annoyed, this isn't the first time he's snuck some girl in the house for sex. He's an asshole so I expect it.

He moans get louder and I know Mom and Richard will hear if he gets any louder. I do t like him at all, it no matter who it is o don't like seeing them in trouble.

I open the door and both they're heads turn towards me.

" If you don't want my mom and your dad finding out, shut the fuck up.", I say and close the door right after.

I listen for a while and they're both quiet now.

Bless.

I continue what I was doing before and getting my toothbrush then heading back to my room, now annoyed. I open my bedroom door and my bag isn't there anymore. I look around and know that Harry has it.

I laugh and then call out his name quietly.

"Harry, come on. You know I'm going to Liam's soon.", he doesn't answer and I get slightly irrated.

" Harry seriously, give me my bag back, please.", I say louder and still get no response.

It's completely quiet other than my mom downstairs talking to Richard. That's the only thing I can hear, but then suddenly I hear nothing at all. You could hear a pin drop with how quiet it was.

"Mom?", I call for her attention while going downstairs.

Her and Richard are frozen still. His eyes on her and her eyes on the bowl full of good in front of her. Even Lottie is frozen still with her toys in her hand.

" Mom?!", I yell but it doesn't catch her attention, it doesn't catch Richard's either.

I run back upstairs and go in James' room, and his top half is naked while the girl is only in her underwear. Both of them standing up in a missing position. I shake my head and run back into my room.

"Harry what ever game you're playing stop it!", I hell at him buy I don't even think it's Harry anymore.

He doesn't play games like this, and when he did he'd ask me first.

" Harry, is it you?", I ask and only get a knock on the walls.

It's somehow different than when Harry does it though. There's a spirit trying to talk to me.

"If there's ever anyone else that's like me and trys to talk to you, don't let them. Ignore them."

I remember what Harry told me 2 days ago when we talked a out how he got here, and why no one else could see them.

"Louis.", a voice faintly says my name. I know it isn't Harry. The voice is more feminine and darker.

" Who are you and what do you want?", I say angrily.

"No need to be pissy about it dear. I only want to tell you something.", her voice says say my lamp blinks with each syllable she speaks.

A black figure spreads across the floor as the lamp light goes off and my room is dark, the door slams behind me and she closes the curtains to my window. It made it to where it was pitch black dark in the room.

"Why are you here?!", I shout and then her figure forms in front of me in white.

" To tell you the truth about your little lover boy. ", she goes closer to me and then circles me.

" What do you know about Harry?", I ask confused and she just laughs.

"You're so naive little one. He's using you.", she whispers in my ear from behind me while holding my shoulders and I yank away.

" You're lying! Harry cares about me just like I do him!"

"Did you not just hear what I said? See, he's got you too far on already.", she sighs and I shake my head.

"How would you know that anyway?"

"Because I am light Louis, and Harry is the darkness. When he came to you, you were already in your own darkness, so he blended in. Because you can't see darkness with in darkness, just like you can't see light with light itself. That's why I darkened the room, so you could see me. When darkness comes to you, you run. Don't speak to him anymore Louis, he'll only hurt you worse than he did before.", is all she says before her body fades.

The curtains open again and my lamp comes back on. The door swings open and the same noises that happened before took place again, like nothing happened.

Don't speak to him?

How can I not speak to the only person that loves me?

No gonna happen lady.

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Hi everyone, I know it's been a while since I posted I apologize for that and the may be more slow updates since school is starting up again.

Anyway, I made a trailer for this story!!!

It's posted above but if you couldn't see it I'll post it here as well. I also posted it on my YouTube channel, just search up " denying dreams Larry stylinson".

Love you lots and thank you for the ones that have read this story so far.