Have you ever cared about someone so much but they don't even know you are alive. It sucks a lot. Like you want nothing to hurt them. I worry about him much. I've been worrying that he does drugs because why else would a person have shoes that have pot leaves on them. A person that doesmt do drugs usually doesn't wear something with anything that is associated with drugs. I hope he's not. It would break my heart. But he wouldnt even know I'm breaking inside. It hurts. You care so much. You want the best for them, to live a long happy life, to be loved. You wamt them to be the happiest person but he'll never know that I want that for him. He won't know that I can't stop thinking about him. Every time I hear this one song he pops into my head and it fills me with joy. He won't know that when he's being a goofball that that's making me smile so much. He won't ever know how I feel. Because he doesn't even know who I am.
05/27/2016
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Story Of My Life
RandomMy life thoughts feelings before the start of my new life after High school